Profound Bond

This was just a 'subtextual love story.' Now, it's anything but! 

Dean and Cas just are. 


Destiel Fic Recs
Seasons 5-15

NC-17 | first time | by rockstarpeach
It’s almost Christmas, and Dean, Cas and Sam are working a case. Dean gets jealous over something that’s mostly nothing, and Sam thinks it’s kind of funny. It doesn’t seem so funny to Dean though, when he’s just now realizing something that the other two seem to have known all along.
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NC-17 | first time | by omphalos
He's the one who was punished, severely, for his feelings for Dean, but who still gave up everything for him in the end. Surely there should exist between them a better level of comprehension than this. He wants -- no, he needs -- to understand Dean.
Dean/Castiel Secret Santa Exchange
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R | established | by sparse parsley
The best thing about camping is that there's nothing to do.
Dean/Castiel Secret Santa Exchange
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NC-17 | 5.04 | first time | by altyronsmaker
A guy's gotta sleep, and sometimes that means an angel has to wait. 
Rock Salt & Feathers
[When Rock Salt & Feathers closed down, I scoured livejournal for all the fic I lost and managed to find a good deal of it. This was at the top of my list; one of the first - it had to be] 
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NC-17 | 5.04 | established | by strangeandcharm 
Thursday’s child has far to go.

What would have happened if past!Dean hadn’t turned up in 2014, and future!Dean had actually succeeded in killing Lucifer with the Colt? Apparently, it involves lots of angsting. Who knew?
Groped by an Angel
[I read this in one sitting. Took about 7hrs from 4:00-11:00am, but it was totally worth it. Truly amazing fic here and I'll never forget it...I may have to read this one again, lol]
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R | first time | by entangled_now
In which Sam does another sort of research, and Dean is amused.
The Dean/Castiel Newsletter
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NC-17 | 5.10 | by whreflections
Castiel is dirty after a day's hard hunt, and Dean offers to clean him in the shower. Plenty of touching is a must, with the focus on Dean stroking Castiel's wings, which arouses the angel. Shower!sex ensues and blow job.
The Dean/Castiel Newsletter
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NC-17 | 5.02 | first time | by tiptoe39
Castiel is more connected to his human body now. And it's affecting him.
The Dean/Castiel Newsletter
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PG-13 | S.5 | pre-slash | by blualbino
Cas has nice lips. They're soft looking. Plush even. Dean can do this. 
Groped by an Angel

 art by shirozora
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R | series | first time | by luchia13
In which Castiel is the weird time-traveling freak who just might be the love of Dean Winchester's life.
The Dean/Castiel Newsletter
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NC-17 | 5.03 | first time |  by clockworktri
Dean is watching porn, Cas shows up to ask for some intel but ends up asking for something else instead.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | established | by whreflections
They were barely through the door before Dean slammed it shut, groping around in the dark for the light switch as he kissed Cas hard.
The Dean/Castiel Newsletter
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NC-17 | S.5 | established | by bauble
“Is that the last of it?” Dean tosses a broken lamp into the garbage.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | first times | PWP | by entangled_now
It's still new enough that Dean doesn’t quite believe it sometimes.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | S.5 | first time | by casiedearest
Cas decides to show Dean exactly how he feels. But unfortunately, he couldn't have picked a worse time.
The Dean/Castiel Newsletter
[I read this one about ten a hundred times...never gets old.]
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NC-17 | 5.14 | first time | by littlehollyleaf
Dean feels empty. Cas has some left over cravings he's been keeping quiet about.
[Kinda long, but oh, so amazing! Totally Cas' craving...the burger was Jimmy's, Cas wants Dean.]
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | 4.10 | first time | by someblazingstar
Dean saves Castiel from falling. With sex.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | S.5 | first time | by laceymcbain
Sex pollen Angel!Porn with a plot. No, seriously.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | S.5 | first time | by 
Dean learns that Castiel has zero refractory time. It's fun, until it's not.
The Dean/Castiel Newsletter
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NC-17 | S.5 | established | by sycophantastic
Dean and Cas are pretty damn tired, but Dean's not done quite yet.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | first time | by mithrel
Dean’s been having dreams.
Groped by an Angel
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1. Layers
NC-17 | S.4 | first time | by strangeandcharm
Utterly gratuitous, totally pornographic PWP featuring two happy [drunk] Winchesters and an angel. (What? It could totally happen!)
[not wincest, but as close as I'll ever get...] 

2. It's a Not-so-Terrible Life
NC-17 | S.5 | PWP | by strangeandcharm  
 It’s Castiel’s first Christmas Eve on his own. How can the boys make him feel better? Clue: they has some sexin’.
Groped by an Angel
[Dean/Cas towards the end...]
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NC-17 | established | by bauble
Dean saves the world, victory sex ensues, Cas leaves and wipes Dean's memory...
Groped by an Angel
[sad as fuck, but so good!  ...never will read it again, though]
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NC-17 | S.5 | PWP | by xarixian
Dean and Cas share a more intimate phone call.
Groped by an Angel
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PG-13 | S.5 | established | by xephwrites
Dean and Castiel spend a nice day together at a carnival.
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PG-13 | 5.04 | first time | by strangeandcharm
Sam’s gone, Dean’s closed himself off (literally) and Castiel decides to take some affirmative action. But the path of true love never does run smooth...
Groped by an Angel (Secret Angels III)
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R | 5.10 | first time |  by phate_phoenix
After a lifetime of war, it's something Dean wants. To rest.
Groped by an Angel (Secret Angels III)
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R | S.5 | pre-slash | by tuesdayfic
Castiel makes a list, Sam gives good advice, and Dean takes a while to catch on.
The Dean/Castiel Newsletter
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R | 5.14 | first time | by a_carnal_mink
Jimmy Novak wasn't blind.
Groped by an Angel (Secret Angels III)
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NC-17 | post-A | first time | by wandersfound
I would like to visit the ocean,” the angel said. 

 “You went all around the world looking for God and never ended up on a coast?” Dean asked. 

 “I was never able to stop and look around,” Castiel explained.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | 5.14 | first time | by beef_wonder3
Castiel finally gets Dean to stop angsting about it and actually do something about the feelings between them.
Groped by an Angel
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PG | 5.10 | first time | by dauntperplexity
Dean becoming self-aware and consciously courting Cas.
Groped by an Angel (Secret Angels III)
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NC-17 | S.5 | first time | by angelicmercy
Cas decides to explore the customs of the Christmas with Dean.
Groped by an Angel
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PG-13 | 5.13 | pre-slash | by trinityofone
The more you love someone, the more you want to kill them. Or: How Cas developed some bad habits, and Dean coped surprisingly well.
Groped by an Angel (Secret Angels III)
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NC-17 | first time | by annundriel
Castiel doesn’t recognize this new feeling sinking in around Dean until it’s already taken hold, set down roots, and begun to grow.
Rock Salt & Feathers
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PG-13 | first time | by hereare_mysins
Dean always thought of himself as more of a dog-man...kittens were for girls.
Groped by an Angel (Secret Angels III)
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NC-17 | S.5 | first time | by psycocatgirl
As Castiel grows increasingly more human, with human needs, Dean appoints himself Castiel's personal guide to mortal living. It's all fun and games, until it gets awkward. And then fun again. 
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | 5.18 | established | by nyoka
It's lips instead of fists this time, a kiss that swells and intensifies the longer it lasts, something that carries them forward and downward.
Groped by an Angel
[It was a long time ago, thousands of miles ago, before the last seal, before Michael... part of my absolute love for this show is in time that's better measured in miles♥]
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NC-17 | S.5 | established | by annundriel
Cas doesn't understand that just because it's morning, it doesn't mean you have to get up. Dean educates him.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | 5.03 | first time | by 
Dean won't let Castiel die a virgin on his watch.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | S.5 | first time+ | by lady eternal
Lucifer thinks he’s found a way to get to Sam without interference… Gabriel lends a hand, Cas makes a decision that Dean angsts over and Sam accepts everything rather quickly.
Groped by an Angel
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PG-13 | 5.21 | pre-slash | by xarixian
Castiel wakes up in a hospital bed to find that he's missed the end of the would-be-apocalypse.
Groped by an Angel
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PG | 5.21 | first time | by sherbertglasses
Castiel is frustrated with his new state of being. Dean's just glad he's alright.
Groped by an Angel
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R | 5.21 | first time | by 
Castiel is at a rest stop about thirty miles west of Detroit when Dean calls to ask, “You done finding yourself yet?
Groped by an Angel
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PG-13 | 5.16 | first time | by funkyinfishnet
Dean needs to get out, to anywhere, and finds Castiel drinking instead. They need to work on their coping methods. They manage, choose, something together.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | 5.21 | first time | by efflorescencia
A moment of calm before the storm.
Groped by an Angel
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PG-13 | 5.21/.22 | established | by shirozora
A broken man and a fallen angel come to terms with what they have left.
Groped by an Angel
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G |  5.22 |  | by oceansex
These boys, these Winchesters, are overflowing with love for no damn reason. And it saved the world.
Groped by an Angel
[...there won't be an angel on earth for another several thousand years. Save one.♥]
*chills*
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R | S.5 | pre-slash | by waywardson_lvr 
A short interlude from Dean's POV

R | S.5 | pre-slash | by waywardson_lvr
A short interlude from Castiel's POV

PG-13 | S.5 | first time | by waywardson_lvr
A little more from the inner workings of Dean Winchester's mind - plus pie.
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PG | 5.22 | pre-slash | by tracy_loo_who
Dean looked away from his car and up at the stars to find the brightest one and say to it, "Cas, I know you're probably too busy to listen to me whine, and I don't know if sheriff angels get vacation time, but if you ever decide maybe you'd like to descend for a visit, well." He swallowed. "I'd like that, is all I'm saying."
[how 5.22 should have ended!]
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G | 5.22 | pre-slash | by clare_nce
The reason for the Apocalypse wasn't what they thought.
[So, I always knew it would come to this...there was just no other way. At the time, I thought it would be great, but the way it actually happened...*cries*]
Groped by an Angel

full picture 
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art by Nimloth87
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NC-17 | S.5 | established | by beautyinchains
Dean decides that Castiel is looking far too relaxed in the passenger’s seat. PWP.
Groped by an Angel
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PG-13 | 5.22 | first time | by nirvana_falling
After Lucifer's back in his cage and Dean's where he thinks he ought to be, Cas comes by with a job he can't refuse.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | first time | by secondplatypus
Cas discovers erections, masturbation, and just how good Dean looks in a sweat-soaked white wifebeater. Sam discovers the meaning of trauma.
Groped by an Angel
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R | 5.22 | first time | by tuesdayfic
Angelic marriage rites were never intended to go quite like this.
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R | 5.22 | first time | by ryann_blackwood
Sam's back, Castiel's not answering his cell phone, and the boys are off on just another hunt.
Groped by an Angel
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R | 5.22 | established? | by angelic_x_demon
Castiel comes back, but what I really want is Castiel wearing Dean's shirt the morning after.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | S.5 | established | by legete
Cas has been riding in the Impala's back seat for a while now, and Sam has insisted that Dean find him a hobby for the road.
Groped by an Angel
[...that little switch Castiel has where he goes from indifferent about sex to now or else (damn angelic intensity)]
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NC-17 | S.5 | first time | by akadougal
A variation on sex pollen.
Groped by an Angel
[Seriously, the imagery is awe-inspiring! Dean took the time to remove the remainder of his clothing and to check that the curtain was firmly closed before lying back on the pillows. He watched Castiel stride back across the room towards him and idly jacked his cock. Cas was still wearing the jeans but they rode low on his hips now, a bulge in the front promising more.]
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NC-17 | 5.21 | first time | by 
While it's not like Dean hasn't had a couple of truly regrettable hit-and-runs in his sexual history, this is probably the saddest fucking thing that has ever happened to him.
Groped by an Angel
[took me four years to not only figure out what Dean said to Jo in 'No Exit' - Dean-"...should've cleaned the pipes" - nevermind the meaning behind it. (God, I feel like Cas sometimes...) This fic helped me figure it out..."Clean the pipes?" Dean asks. "Jerk off?" ♥my show]
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NC-17 | 5.22 | established | by smilla840
The war is over and Jimmy is finally free to go back to his family. Everything should be perfect – then why isn’t it?
Groped by an Angel (Secret Angels III)
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PG-13 | 5.22 | first time | by hellozombies
Dean can’t cope without Sam, so he gets a little angelic assistance to find him. 
Groped by an Angel
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PG-13 | 5.05 | established? | by tfwftw
The first time Sam sees Dean and Cas interacting after the post-Lucifer-freeing fight in Bobby's hospital room is in a little diner in Idaho, and their dynamic is... not what he was expecting. Really not what he was expecting.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | 5.22 | first time | by a_carnal_mink
The first time they had sex, the first time they fucked, and the first time they made love.
Groped by an Angel
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R | 5.22 | established | by hrtslkths
If Dean can survive telling God about his intentions for His son and the inevitable ribbing from Sam, he should be able to survive two weeks without losing Castiel. Dean is not known for his luck with relationships.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | S.5  | established | by krystalicekitsu
In which Dean trains his angel on a more obscure human tradition.
Groped by an Angel
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PG-13 | 5.22 | pre-slash? | by deltacephei
Dean has been staying with Lisa and Ben for two months, and he still insists on sleeping on the couch.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | S.5  | first time | by strangeandcharm
“Sammy, what we have here is a giant angel orgasmatron.”
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | post-A | established | by dotfic
Some complete happytime curtain fic. Castiel is washing the dishes. Lots of soapy suds, his sleeves rolled up to the elbow, a radio playing nearby. Dean comes up behind him and tells him to carry on while he reaches around to open his pants and jack him off with some help from that soapy water.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | 5.03 | first time | by hrtslkths
Dean is an "actions speak louder than words" guy, especially when it comes to expressing a word that rhymes with "glove." It works out pretty well for him right up until the Apocalypse.
Groped by an Angel
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R | S.5 | first time | by annundriel
Dean wants to hold Castiel's hand.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | 4.12 | first time | by 
It turns out that Castiel grasps the basic mechanics of sex just fine.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | 5.03 | first time | by chellefic
With Raphael trapped, Dean and Cas have a little time to... talk.
Groped by an Angel
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PG-13 | 5.22 | first time | by xxkaytayxx
Castiel's return to Heaven isn't everything he expected. Flitting back and forth between Heaven and Earth, he has to determine where he truly belongs, and what he wants from Dean.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | 5.17 | established? | by nanoochka
"Technology made simple, his ass. Castiel could operate the Antikythera mechanism with more accuracy." 

2. We’re Gonna Groove
NC-17 | 5.17 | established | by nanoochka
It’s no accident that Zeppelin gives Dean ideas.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | 5.21 | first time | by fossarian
Dean and Castiel have to share a bed. At least one of them ends up happy about this.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by scaramouche
Dean is the popular captain of the football team, and Castiel is the off-kilter nobody who doesn't so much as breathe the same air as Dean. Then senior year happens and the status quo is shot to smithereens.
Dean/Cas Big Bang '10
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NC-17 | first time | by 
It doesn't seem right that Dean's the one left standing.
Dean/Cas Big Bang '10
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R | first time | by aliassmith
Cas discovers a new way of keeping Dean quiet.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | 5.22 | first time | by xephwrites
Dean has not seen Castiel since the day he almost said yes to Michael. 
Dean/Cas Big Bang '10
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NC-17 | S.5 | PWP | established | by miya_tenak
Dean never would have thought it would be like this. Not in a million years. He thought the angel would be gentle, tender, hesitant, thought that the sex would be slow and romantic and vanilla.
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R | S.5 | pre-slash | by devilsduplicity
Witches are bad. Witches that make you live through every trope known to fandom are worse.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | 5.03 | first time | by teaparty_fic
What do you do when the Universe itself seems to have decided you belong with your very stoic, very angelic, very MALE hunting companion?
Dean's about to find out.
Groped by an Angel
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R | first time | by cloudy_fic
If Castiel doesn't find a mate soon, the council will assign him one. And Dean's not about to let that happen.
Groped by an Angel
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Over the Hills and Far Away
PG-13 | first time | by seraphwings
The righteous man is missing something, but he can't put his finger on it. Time for a road trip.
Groped by an Angel (Secret Angels IV)
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Senseless
NC-17 | s.5 | established | by tiptoe39
Castiel’s new, fully human body isn’t behaving the way he thought it would.
Groped by an Angel
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Across the Universe
NC-17 | 5.22 |  first time | by weirdwednesday
After Sam is gone, Dean drives around without a purpose or destination. Castiel follows and finds out firsthand what both human grief and human desire feel like.
Groped by an Angel (Secret Angeles IV)
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Sam is a Genius (Everyone is Dumb)
PG-13 | s.5 | established | by peroxide_fic
Dean is doing stuff. Castiel is getting stuff done to him. It seems like the only one who understands what “stuff” actually means is Sam. Sometimes it’s hard being the smart one.
Groped by an Angel (Secret Angeles IV)
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NC-17 | 5.22 | first time | by pyjamagurl
After being reunited with Sam and leaving Lisa, Dean is finding that adjusting back into the hunting lifestyle is harder than he thought it would be. When a particular hunt goes badly, he gets knocked out, only to awaken five years in the future. Things are definitely different; Castiel is a hunter, Sam is married and things between Dean and Castiel have gone somewhere Dean really hadn't expected. And somewhere in all of this there is a lesson to be learned.
Dean/Cas Big Bang '10
[I just spent a half hour searching all my files for this fic, it's that good. Really. Awesome. If I'd only read the entire summary...]
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Niceties
NC-17 | first time | by thegrrrl2002
Dean is cursed, and has to have sex. Or die. 
Groped by an Angel 
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What the Future Holds
NC-17 | 5.22 | first time | by by_starkiller
Dean and Castiel miss each other and for a brief moment, are together.
Groped by an Angel
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The Weight of the World
NC-17 | established | by nyoka
Cas is the only good thing to come out of the darkness tonight.
Groped by an Angel
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Darkfall
R | s.6 | first time | by shirozora
He does wonder how the angel seems completely unfazed by what he just wrung out with his hand and his touches and his wonderful mouth.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | s.5 | first time | by rozabellalove
Gabriel ties Dean's hands to a headboard, puts a bunch of quarters in the Magic Fingers and turns on some Casa Erotica? Then leaves; tricking Dean and Cas together.
Groped by an Angel
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I Crave Your Mouth, Your Voice, Your Hair
NC-17 | s.5 | first time | by annundriel
Cas wants more.
Groped by an Angel
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A Love Story Told in Reverse
R | AU | pre-slash | by notragicmercury
Dean grew up with a mother who loved him, a father who misunderstood him and a brother who worshiped him. Yet he remembered another life, one lived on the road, hunted by angels and demons alike. Plagued by false memories and familiar faces, Dean left home to try and make a life for himself. A chance meeting with a man who lives a world apart leads Dean to realize that a single action, no matter how miraculous, can't change the course of fate. It won't stop him from trying, though.
Dean/Cas Big Bang '10
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Two Atheists in a Foxhole
NC-17 | 5.17 | first time | by nutkin
Dean and Castiel discuss whiskey, cheeseburgers and sex, and find some humanity along the way.
Groped by an Angel
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Befitting
NC-17 | s.5 | established | by thegrrrl2002
Dean has no idea a suit could be so sexy until Castiel came into the scene.
Groped by an Angel
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PG-13 | 5.22 | first time | by liadan14
In which Chuck dithers, Cas exceeds expectations, Dean’s not talking about it and Sam is just trying not to think about it.
Groped by an Angel (Secret Angels IV)
 
Castiel’s eyes shine with affection as Dean explains how to crack a grid code, and Dean realizes that Castiel, as usual, is five steps ahead of him – he may have just started to discover what Cas means to him, but Cas has always known.
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I Think I’m in Love
PG-13 | s.6 | first time | by downfall35
Sam’s always been better at expressing Dean’s feelings for him.
Groped by an Angel (Secret Angels IV)
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The Vessel
NC-17 | s.5 | first time | by chellefic
When his vessel goes missing, Castiel turns to Dean for help.
Groped by an Angel (Secret Angels IV)
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You’ll Be the Death of Me
PG-13 | 5.04 | established | by marisahsaaaa
It is October 1, 2014. Cas can’t help but laugh; it’s just so fucking priceless. The other him grimaces and says, “What happened?”
Groped by an Angel
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Where I Come to Rest (2/2)
PG | 5.22 | first time | by altyronsmaker
Lisa and Dean have made a tidy little life for themselves. Then Castiel shows up wanting to go back to the way things were before the averted apocalypse. Dean says he wants nothing to do with any of it. He's been there, done that and is over it. But with Cas' return, will he stay with what he has now? Or will he give in to what he's missed?
Groped by an Angel (Secret Angels IV)
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The Distance of the Setting Sun (2/2)
NC-17 | 5.22 | established | by murron
With the apocalypse off the table and Sam returned from the pit, Team Free Will finds themselves at loose ends. When Sam suggests they take a holiday, Dean expects many things. Wearing flip-flops isn’t one of them.
Groped by an Angel
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R | 6.03/.06 | first time | by takadainmate
Cas isn't there. Dean thinks he should be.
Groped by an Angel
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Evolution of a Relationship
NC-17 | s.6 | established | by nightrider101
Relationships are a collection of events, some small and some large, that progress to make something greater. Unless you hunt monsters for a living and happen to be dating an angel of the Lord.
Dean/Castiel Secret Santa Exchange
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A Wish & A Prayer
PG | 5.22-6.03 | established | by fate_incomplete
Dean wasn’t sure what was real anymore, he wasn’t sure he cared... his brother was gone, Castiel was back in heaven, and he was living a life he wasn’t sure he wanted , reality was something he could do without. So when Castiel keeps appearing in the back seat of the Impala, he’s not surprised, he just thinks he’s finally lost it…after all, no one ever gets what they want…
Groped by an Angel
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How it Feels
PG-13 | s.5 | pre-slash | by make5hift_wings
Cas gets drunk and starts paying attention to how things feel, and gets a bit distracted with how Dean feels.
Groped by an Angel
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The Hand That Sews Time
NC-17 | 6.07 | established | by glorious_spoon
Dean and Cas, and everything they know how to give each other.
Groped by an Angel
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Birds of a Feather
NC-17 | s.5 | established | by the_miss_lv
Dean starts slowly changing, gaining angelic abilities and features and it's up to Castiel to guide him into his new life.
Groped by an Angel
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I Don’t Wanna Like You
NC-17 | 6.12 | established | by skullage
Dean knows Castiel is falling. sex ensues.
Groped by an Angel
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NC-17 | 6.12 | first time | by ink_electric
It's a funny thing about intimacy; if Castiel had attempted to hug him rather than Sam, Dean probably would have laughed him all the way back up to Heaven, but sex -- sex, he's familiar with.
FITS THE SEASON PERFECTLY
Groped by an Angel
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Sleeplessness
PG | s.5 | pre-slash | by dehavilland
“Dean, I think your angel needs to go to bed.”
Groped by an Angel
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Little Fragilities
R | s.6 | established | by telemetries
"Though, truthfully, each time was the same — and yet it always felt so new, and so awkward. As though Castiel was holding something akin to a newborn, slippery and bewildering — something he would have never before approached or considered."
Groped by an Angel
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Control
R | s.6 | established | by raths_kitten
Foreplay with tables turned.
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I Know the Shame in Your Defeat
PG-13 | 5.22 | first time | by princess_aleera
Watching over each other.
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Dinner at Katz’s
NC-17 | established | by nanoochka
Dean might have to teach Cas how to properly have a When Harry Met Sally-esque orgasm, but he certainly doesn't have to fake it. 
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NC-17 | 6.07 | first time | by enigmatic_blue
Castiel has never been so cold.
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NC-17 | established | by fromperdition
The point being, Castiel is always arguing with him over every little thing and it’s both ruining their semi-professional working relationship and driving him fucking crazy.
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The Words They Never Say
PG | established | by fate_incomplete
It's strange the observations you make in some dingy motel room while suffering from a concussion. As Sam watches Dean and Castiel, he wonders if they know just what it is that they have in each other...
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Breathe Through the Burn
R | 6.17 | established | by 
Castiel cannot anymore cut out that part of him that was human than he can give up the part of him that is an angel -- and seeing Dean makes it all the harder to remember himself.
Groped by an Angel
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Radio Silence
PG | 6.17 |  established | by jedimastercait
Castiel has a new favorite song, and Dean hates it.
Groped by an Angel
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R | AU | first time | by higher magic
A teenage human AU in which Castiel asks his best friend to teach him how to kiss. Well, he didn't actually ask – Dean offered. Which is weird 'cause Castiel is pretty sure he's very definitely straight.

NC-17 | AU | established | by higher magic
A teenage human AU. Castiel's just had his date but, in his words, 'she wasn't really into it'. Dean, like any good friend, tries to figure out how it might have gone wrong.

NC-17 | AU | established | by higher magic
A teenage human AU. Castiel might be having a little trouble keeping his hands to himself. Not that Dean's complaining.
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NC-17 | s.6 | first time | by misachan
Dean patches Castiel up after a fight and things get a little out of control.
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NC-17 | s.6 | first time | by hils
Dean acquires a physical manifestation of his love for Castiel...
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When Did You Stop Caring?
R | 6.18 | established | by electrolitestar
“Back at Bobby’s. You were all 'Leave Cas alone. He’s tired.'" Dean pitches his voice upwards attempting to mimic Sam in that condescending way he does when he really wants to get under his brother’s skin.

Dean realizes when he became so angry with Castiel.
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I Need a Witness to See the Mess I've Made
NC-17 | s.6 | established | by eonism
Dean comes and Castiel goes, and they don’t talk about it. It’s just easier that way.
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By This We Know Love
PG | 6.20 | established | by aerilex
"Stop.  Just...stop for a minute, Cas."  The words reeked too much of the pain and the failure in his unanswered pleas to his Father; that they were spoken in Dean's soft voice only served to add to the weight of his charge's earnest entreaty.  And as always, he could do nothing but what Dean asked.
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Love Comes Tumbling Down
NC-17 | 6.18 | established | by zatnikatel
Dean thinks maybe the angel soldered them together with hellfire and grace down in the Pit, that maybe part of Castiel ran molten and melted into his soul and Castiel took a part of him to fill the space it left behind…
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PG | 6.20 | established | by fate_incomplete
Castiel was tired, tired of the choices, of the regrets and doubts.
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Heat 
NC-17 | s.6 | established | by 
It’s hot and Dean and Castiel aren’t in any rush.
Groped by an Angel
[the perfect way to end this...]




Seasons 6 & 7 Broke My Heart!

NC-17 | first time | by tiptoesmut
Cas is feeling dejected about his increasing humanity. Dean shows him some of the benefits.
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NC-17 | first time | by electricskeptic
The thing about bad ideas is, they often have this way of working out for the best.
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NC-17 | established | by griffin9091
Long distance relationships suck.  Secret long distance relationships suck more.
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NC-17 | 6.22 | first time | by tiptoesmut
They're driving down 66 a thousand miles from nowhere when something smacks into the car. Dean jams his foot onto the brake; the car screeches forward a few feet and then stops, tires scraping against the worn concrete. They both fight for a minute to control the panicked panting of their breath.
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NC-17 | established | by wolfrider
Dean's all fucked out, but Castiel returns later that night and fucks Dean, who's still full of Cas' come, sloppy and slick, wringing orgasm after orgasm out of Dean until he can't even come anymore. Add in any sex toys-anal beads.
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by lizzstomania
Dean and Cas get locked in a library during a snowstorm.
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NC-17 | 5.22 | first time | by rickety hands
Sam, Dean, and Cas struggle with a newly fallen Castiel in hunting, finding home, and coming to terms with a new, post-apocalyptic life. 
[first fic I read in the booth, finished that night. AMAZING!]
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by jollysnidge
Dean and his fiance Lisa go to church to meet with the priest who will be performing their wedding. Things kind of go down hill from there. Priest!Cas.
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In Bobby Singer's guestroom, Cthulhu lies dreaming. Dean has a hard time figuring out where to go from there.
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NC-17 | AU | by baba_writes
1964. Castiel thinks he's got a good enough life--he's married to the greatest girl in the world and he's got a great job writing for the San Francisco Chronicle. Everything is exactly as it should be and he's pretty sure he's happy. Which is, of course, when a new photographer named Dean comes along throw a great big wrench in the cogs.
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Shortly after the confrontation with Castiel in 6.20, Dean and Castiel are attacked by Raphael. As Castiel tries to fly them to safety he is injured, and they end up thrown back into the past instead, where thanks to some interference by Chuck!God and Death, they end up ensuring that the events at Stull cemetery happen the way they remember. Whatever drew Dean and Cas back to the past, gives them the time to rediscover their connection, and allows Dean to realise some things shouldn't be changed, no matter how much it may tear him apart...Will their time hopping interlude be enough to make a difference when it really counts, when trust, love and sacrifice binds them together to the very end.
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NC-17 | established | by dickchester
Dean’s never been with someone long enough to explore the deeper side of sex. Now, he’s about to discover exactly what that means when you’re dating an angel.
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by wormstaches
Dean Winchester is the average guy: football, college, kid brother, nice car, girls and beer; his life is black and white, that is until he meets Castiel Collins: pretentious, slutty, sweater-wearing genius, who won't even take the time to look up at him from his obscure novel while he insults him. And then everything is shades of gray and Dean is drowning.
Groped by an Angel
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PG-13 | 7.10 | first time | by tiptoe39
Dean is having some conversations with Castiel in his head.
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by lafleurdumal85
It's Dean's senior year at Lawrence High, and he's already given up on himself. It takes the arrival of the strange, intense, awkward Castiel Delacroix at the school to prove to Dean that maybe his life is worth saving after all.
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PG | 7.12 | established | by oywidapoodles
Dean meets Cas in a different vessel in the 40s.
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NC-17 | 5.22 | first time | by dickchester
It's the final hour before the final battle, and Castiel has only one favor to ask.
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NC-17 | first time | by chef_geekier
Castiel loves it when Dean drinks enough to lose his inhibitions. He's not so fond of the beer stains on his feathers the next morning, but he'll put up with it for Dean. / Dean will do anything for Cas, even clean his wings after he dirties them and sometimes follow his orders
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NC-17 | first time | by oddlyfamiliar
They weren't going to have Christmas this year. An unexpected guest changes things. Or, the one where Dean and Castiel do it on the couch.
Dean/Castiel Secret Santa Exchange
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by dizzylu
A quiet library. An impromptu dinner date. Sort of.
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NC-17 | 5.04 | first time | by bleeding_muse
Dean stops his future self from sending Cas and the others into a trap and Zachariah seems to be missing in action. Dean has to figure out where to go from here.
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NC-17 | established | by darkfortold
A flower shop with cheery colors that were way too bright, and a huge sign on its front window that read ‘Mistletoe 75% off!’. Right then, Dean couldn’t wipe the wide grin off his face.
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NC-17 | established | by brokentoy
''A completely naked Cas (I would love his wings out) rides a fully-clothed Dean's lap. Dean opens his pants just enough to pull his cock out, coaxes Cas to finger himself open with lube (Dean usually takes care of that), and then Cas rides his cock. Cas should be hesitant and shy and slightly confused, but on board with it all.''
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NC-17 | established | by darkfortold
There was only one thing Dean wanted to do for Valentine's.
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NC-17 | 5.22 | first time | by cymbalism219
After the apocalypse, Dean's living with Lisa and earning his keep by cooking dinner. Cas likes that Dean can cook. Dean likes Cas's company. But they could use a little alone time, and Dean has a lot to learn about what the rest of his life really means.
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NC-17 | first time | by kim47
The problem with Cas is that he has no fucking sense of what’s appropriate.
Groped by an Angel
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PG-13 | 7.17 | pre-slash | by saeng
Dean's text messages to Meg while Castiel is in her care.
Groped by an Angel


♥~Dean/Cas~♥

"I LOVE YOU"
Far as I'm concerned, Destiel is canon. 


NC-17 | s.12 | first time | by xylodemon
"Dean, are you alright?"

"Yeah. I'm just -- "Dean shivers again. His teeth clack together. "Jesus Christ, it's cold."
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A Long Time Coming
NC-17 | s.12 | first time | by xenaamazon
Dean and Cas find themselves alone for the first time in a long time, and Cas decides it's now or never.
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NC-17 | s.12 | first time | by tricia_16
Castiel finally tries to kiss Dean, and refuses to give up on him even after Dean pushes him away.
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NC-17 | 13.12 | established | by vaudelin
Cas looks up from where he’s on his belly between Dean’s legs, dragging his stubble along a bare thigh. Dean twitches, ticklish. Cas leans down and soothes the flesh with a kiss. “Which base?”

 Dean huffs. His gut shifts beneath Cas’ hand, his fingers curling closed. “Fifth, Cas. Pay attention.”
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NC-17 | 9.18 | established | by abstractsta
It's a calm day at the bunker with Dean and Cas loitering around while Sam's on a grocery run. Calm, that is, until something potentially ominous catches Cas's eye. Luckily Dean is there to the rescue.
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NC-17 | s.13 | first time | by mansikka
Cas is leaving, again, and Dean just has to stop him.
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NC-17 | 12.10 | first time | by noxlee
It’s been excruciating all this time without Dean and now he’s finally here. Cas wants to soak Dean in, wants to scrub him clean of the prison grime and smooth away the new lines that have formed on his hardened face. He wants to breathe him in and re-catalogue every freckle. Instead he watches Dean disappear down the hall and slam his bedroom door.

This isn’t how it was supposed to go.
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NC-17 | 12.23 | first time | by anyrei
In retrospect Dean didn’t remember why he had thought it would be a good idea to get stupidly drunk with Cas.
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R | AU | first time | by Persephoneshadow
The one where Mary lives, Cas is there, and nothing and everything changes.
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NC-17 | 6.20 | established | by phaelsafe
Castiel is acting stranger than usual, and though Dean wants to help him out, he's having a hard time getting over that whole partnership with Crowley bit.
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NC-17 | 6.20 | first time | by rinji_ryu
"I woke up in a hospital, had no idea what happened and who I am, I was told I fight ghosts and demons, then a guy in a trench coat tells me he is an angel. My head hurts like hell and I feel like puking. So yeah, I probably don't make any sense. Sorry for inconvenience."
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NC-17 | first time | by Mattycakes
Castiel decides to talk to Dean about the nature of sexuality, in the hopes that Dean will accept the bisexual side of himself that Castiel knows exists. Dean doesn't get what Cas is talking about, and assumes Castiel is coming out of the closet. They both decide to sleep with the other, each thinking they're doing the other a favour by letting them explore their sexuality.
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NC-17 | s.9 | first time | by LoveIsNotAVictoryMarch
Castiel asks Dean to teach him to fight. Dean has mixed feelings about that.
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NC-17 | first time | by ladydrace
It would seem the universe is on a mission to give Dean Winchester blue balls.
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NC-17 | established | by balder12
Castiel explores Dean's body.
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NC-17 | 4.22 | first time | by wallmakerrelict
Dean lets a lot of things go without saying, and Castiel lets him get away with it. But when it becomes clear that if Cas loses his virginity, then he will also lose his grace, it forces the two of them to have a serious conversation for once. (And then they have sex).
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NC-17 | 5.04 | first time | by of_waves
“It must be difficult for you,” Cas whispers. “To see yourself like that. To know that all of that is inside you.”
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NC-17 | s.5 | first time | by bleeding_muse
His blue orbs widened, and then he was running his soft fingertips over Dean’s ribs. His touch was so gentle, tentative, and curious all at once. Dean had to bite back a moan. 

NC-17 | s.5 | established | by bleeding_muse
The idea of having sex with Cas in his car, in the middle of a parking lot, with the threat of Sam catching them - it was kind of exciting.
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Dean lays down some ground rules.
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NC-17 | 8.05 | first time | by cymbalism219
Just after Purgatory, and before whatever's next, Dean has a broken angel to put back together.
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NC-17 | 7.23 | first time | by StolenChilde
Purgatory is nothing, a swirling void of darkness, danger and death. When Dean closes his eyes, exhausted from the never ending struggle to stay alive with an angel who has checked out, he is viscerally aware of Castiel beside him, staring aimlessly into the night that never ends. But when he opens his eyes to sunlight pouring in through a window, a soft bed under him, a life he doesn’t remember with a family he shouldn’t have, and memories of Purgatory clawing at his mind, he begins to wonder just how much more life will try and take from him. Good things don’t just happen… do they?
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NC-17 | s.9-AU | first time | by cymbalism219
Castiel learns to love alone time in the shower. And then he learns to share.
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NC-17 | s.12 | first time | by destielfluffnstuff
The first time they fell asleep on the couch together was an accident. The second time definitely wasn’t. But it doesn’t mean anything. Right?
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NC-17 | 13.22 | established | by Lies_Unfurl
Dean and Cas debrief. In Dean's their bedroom.
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Epilogue
NC-17 | 5.04 | 5.13 | first time | by JayneL
Bobby is here, swearing somewhere above and behind him; and Dean is here, talking about 2014 like it's a foreign country; and Sam is here, and is not Lucifer. Which means--
Cas is no longer when he was. Lucifer sent him back.
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The Adventures of Real Anal Sex
NC-17 | first time | by tiptoe39
This is how it really happened. Because this is how it really happens.
Archive of Our Own
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The Curse of a Hundred Loves
NC-17 | 8.09 | first time | by cymbalism219
The one where Dean has to come a hundred times. Cas helps. 
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A Learning Experience
NC-17 | established | by shellygurumi
It's time for Dean and Cas to move on from making out and dry humping, so Dean decides to show Cas what a blow job is. The response is better than Dean ever expected.
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NC-17 | established | by Therg
Morning sex.
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NC-17 | s.8 | first time | by clotpoleofthelord
"Okay, definitely some mojo on this ring. This is not cool."
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NC-17 | AU | established | by boxparade
Dean wakes up hard with a hand on his cock, but he cottons on quick enough to keep on pretending he’s asleep. He knows Cas has a thing for this, waking him up with soft, sure touches and peppered kisses, in the early morning hours when everything is warm and softly lit.
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NC-17 | s.9 | by ashleyerwinner
Castiel always wonders why Dean is going to the bathroom to "take care of business". After an explanation from Sam, he realizes the joys of masturbation.
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NC-17 | s.8 | established | by Amelia_Clark
Sam frowned in annoyance. “Wait. You want me to read this in the car while you and Cas do it, don’t you.”

Dean grinned. “Well, it doesn’t have to be the car.”
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NC-17 | 8.23 | established | by KairiKuchiki
Castiel's first hunt doesn't exactly go as planned, and Dean tries to make it up to him with a warm shower, and warm hands.
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NC-17 | first time | by catiemo
Dean asks Cas on a date.
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NC-17 | established | by iDiru
Mid-coitus, Castiel has to pee. Dean does not give two shits. Castiel is unamused.
[...might be letting a bit too much on about my own kink]
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NC-17 | s.9 | first time | by a_frayed_edge
A kiss. Four lips, a couple of seconds. It's a strange request, but not really that much to ask. He's kissed guys before, it's not about that, and if Cas thinks it'll help . . . He nods. "Yeah, okay."
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NC-17 | 9.03 | first time | by maraudersgirl47
Cas looked up at Dean seated above him. He could feel that prickle beginning behind the backs of his eyes, one of those new weaknesses that he had developed start to tug at him, as Dean’s words ran through him colder than any blade.
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NC-17 | 8.06 | first time | by ireallyhatecornnuts
Dean goes to sleep in a motel room in Texarkana, and he wakes up 17 years old, in his childhood bedroom in Lawrence, Kansas, 1996. He has no idea how he got there, why his parents are still alive, why his brother is an adorable freshman with no memory of his adult life, and why the only ally he has in this place is the angel he left behind in Purgatory – somehow also 17 years old. They have to get out, that's the important thing. Only, falling in love with his angel wasn't a part of the plan....
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NC-17 | first time | by Zen
For the past week, Dean hadn’t been able to keep his hands off his dick. He’d been horny all the time, and no matter how many times he jerked off, how many random women he hooked up with, it didn’t get better. He didn’t remember it being this bad even when he was a teenager.
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NC-17 | 9.03 | first time | by xxenjoy
"I can be the one who takes of you. I want to be the one who takes care of you"
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NC-17 | 9.03 | first time | by Lopsided_Whiskey_Grin
"You can't stay." Words that defined a choice Dean never thought he'd have to make. Words that defined a choice Cas made for him.
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NC-17 | 9.03 | by ThatwasJustaDream
Castiel's first time.
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NC-17 | first time | by almaasi
All Dean has to do is track down a decent porno for Cas to watch, help him find his sensitive spots, then hang back and let him do his thing. Easy-peasy. No homo. ...Absolutely no homo at all.
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NC-17 | 8.22 | first time | by CoffeeDrip
Dean shows Castiel the difference between having sex and making love the night before he is locked in Heaven for eternity.
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NC-17 | first time | by dorkilysoulless
When Dean wakes up female, he and Sam struggle to find a cause. To find a solution, Dean has to expand his horizons: new ride, new bodily functions, and a whole new awareness of angels.
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NC-17 | first time | by xxenjoy
"Six times," Dean grits out, and Sam just continues to look at him, waiting. Fine, if he wants to know, he can damn well know. "I've jerked off six times since I woke up, and it won't fucking go down."
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NC-17 | 6.15 | first time | by maraudersgirl47
Number One: Dean would definitely never appear on a soap opera.

Number Two: Dean Winchester did not wear makeup.

And Number Three: He was not gay!

God, Cas, whoever was listening - Please get them the hell out of here.
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NC-17 | s.9 | by xxenjoy
Movie night was every Wednesday night, providing they weren't on a case and Dean wasn't going to break with tradition just because Sam wasn't home. They usually grabbed a few beers, maybe a pizza and sat around in the makeshift living room they'd put together in one of the spare bedrooms watching anything either of the brothers thought Cas needed to see. Tonight was Labyrinth and both of them were already slightly tipsy when Cas leaned back against his chest.
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NC-17 | s.9 | first time | by Valinde
Dean took a deep breath and reassessed the situation. He was in bed with a guy, sure, and technically they were snuggling, but it was Cas. The guy had absolutely no reference on what was appropriate physical contact between two dudes sharing a bed in the... normal, completely unsexy, no-funny-business, way.
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NC-17 | 10.03 | first time | by xylodemon
"Wait," Dean says, just as the door snicks closed. It comes out as barely whisper; he clears his throat and tries again, a little louder this time. "Cas, I -- wait."
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NC-17 | 8.23 | first time | by Lyekka
Attempting to help Castiel embrace his newfound humanity, Dean embarks on a mission to finally get his friend laid. Plot derails quickly and some shenanigans and awkward sexual tension ensue.
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NC-17 | 12.10 | established | by bluefallenfandomwallflowers
It takes him over another edge, fingers reaching for Dean’s face, the perfect lilt of his cheekbones and the swoop of his lips, blood red from Cas’ own, from what he needs and gives because there is no better love and no love will ever compare to this.
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NC-17 | 8.08 | first time | by sonofabitch_awesome
Something has to give here. They’ve been approaching this thing from both sides too closely for five and a half years now. Six and a half, Dean corrects himself. And he can’t let go of this man. He can’t handle another period of time where Cas is dead from ancient shapeshifting monsters, or lost in his own mind to amnesia or straight up insanity, or running away from him every single day “to keep him safe” (fuck Dean’s safety, it’s not like danger is anything new for him), or kept a literal world away. Or teetering on the verge of a major breakdown now, apparently.
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NC-17 | first time | by reluctant
"I… I can't feel my toes. Or my fingertips. Is that bad?"
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NC-17 | s.10 | by reluctant
"Okay," Dean finally blurted out without quite meaning to, and Cas looked at him questioningly. "Okay -- yeah. If you think you can help me figure out how to -- how to fight the Mark, without feedin' it -- yeah, okay. I'll try it."
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NC-17 | 9.13 | by followthattardis
Dean and Cas hit the bar, and absolutely nothing goes according to plan
Archive of Our Own
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He Wants You
NC-17 | s.10 | first time | by castielnov4k
Dean needs the First Blade, but he needs to partake in some gentle persuasion to get the location out of Castiel.
Archive of Our Own
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Five Steps
NC-17 | first time | by DESTIEL FOREVER
The Cosmopolitan magazine article told Cas he could get Dean to fall in love with him in five steps. Will it work?
Archive of Our Own
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Dream of Now (11/11)
NC-17 | 10.20 | first time | by Sass_Master
Cas is sweating, Dean’s borrowed t-shirt clinging to his skin, flushed from exertion and Dean really can’t deal with that in his kitchen right now.
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NC-17 | first time | by ashleyerwinner
Dean was royally, truly, and absolutely fucked. And not even in the good way. The good way was what was supposed to happen, a quick fix in his bedroom, alone, the privacy his own room in the bunker would give him after weeks of spending time in shitty motels with Sam and Cas, not a moment to himself to relieve his tension, so to speak. So, all he wanted was an hour or two to himself, his hand, and a new toy that came in the P.O. Box while they were away. And now he’s fucked. Literally.
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by Desirae
A series about the lives of happily married Professor Castiel and Mechanic Dean, who went from childhood best friends, to lovers to husbands. 
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NC-17 | s.11 | first time | by anyrei
It felt like following the white rabbit into a strange new world. At least Cas would be at his side when they descended into this madness.
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NC-17 | established | by casfallsinlove
Dean was right about the heater; it’s one of the only things that works properly in this room, thirty years old as it is, and his skin prickles with the welcome heat as he strips off his jacket and t-shirt, shimmies out of his jeans. Down to only his underwear he stifles a yawn and crawls back into the nest of blankets Cas has created. His spot is long since cold but Cas’s body is a furnace and he nestles his way in until he can rub his frozen nose on the back of Cas’s neck.
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NC-17 | 8.23 | first time | by imogenbynight
After a couple who went missing several years ago from an Oregon couples retreat are mysteriously returned on the same night that another disappears, Dean and Charlie plan to go undercover to find the cause -- until Dean's foot meets his mouth, and he finds himself fake-engaged to Castiel instead.
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NC-17 | established | by Trashland
Cas was in a mood.
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NC-17 | first time | by Dean_Winchesters_Impala67
Castiel and Dean have to go undercover as a gay couple at a gated community to figure out why there are regularly scheduled deaths every six months. With having to live with a Angel who is forced to be human while at this place, feelings between the both start to erupt.
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NC-17 | 12.12 | first time | by thejabberwock
It’s been weeks since Castiel told Dean he loves him. Weeks since Dean answered him with a kiss. It’s been weeks, and they haven’t had sex.
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NC-17 | 12.09 | first time | by BlueStar86
Arriving back at the bunker, Dean doesn't wanna be left alone and asks Castiel to join him. Since this is fanfiction inevitably things get heated. Three months is a long time to be missing the guy you are totally in love with.
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NC-17 | established | by Sass_Master
He is so completely unprepared to spring out of bed at a moment's notice, not that he's particularly inclined to move under any circumstances, life-threatening or otherwise - not when he's got Cas half-snoring beneath him, just as gloriously naked as Dean is.
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NC-17 | first time | by Jaqueline Albright-Beckett
The unintended application of an ancient nuptial blessing leaves Cas and Dean at each others' mercy, having bestowed upon them the ability to both experience and influence the other's sexual sensations for the space of ten days.
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NC-17 | s.9 | first time | by castielsstarr
Cas has only been human for a few days and he gets a little curious the first time he sees an erect dick.
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Along My Restless Palms
NC-17 | first time | by Sass_Master
Ever since Cas started staying in the bunker, Dean’s been having these crazy dreams—dreams that feature him and Cas in absurd, tawdry scenarios like something out of a filthy paperback. Dean chalks it up to exhaustion, or some monster messing with his head, anything to ignore the real cause: Cas in his personal space, in various states of undress, and, wow, way more muscular than Dean would’ve expected. But if it’s just physical lust that’s the cause, then that’s an easy fix, right? No big deal. There’s definitely nothing else that his subconscious is trying to tell him. Absolutely not.
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NC-17 | 12.09 | established | by krysnel_nicavis
Castiel wanders the bunker after the Winchesters are finally back home safe – and alive – after being held in a secret government facility wondering about his place in the world. Dean makes an important decision.
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NC-17 | 12.12 | first time | by deanw
Embarrassed doesn’t even begin to describe how Cas feels. He’d spilled his guts while… spilling his guts. He’d bared his heart for the entire Winchester family, thinking it’d be the last thing he said or did. He had told them what he’d only ever been able to show them; what he’s always been too unsure of or too proud to say out loud. He feels so stupid.
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NC-17 | 12.12 | first time | by FieryAngel
The aftermath of Cas almost dying, declaring his love for Dean and how Dean handles that after they get back to the bunker.
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NC-17 | s.9 | first time | by jad
"... you wanna what, now?" Dean asks, because he definitely didn't hear that right.
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NC-17 | first time | by TheTwistedWillow
Dean spills a potion on himself and becomes sex-craved and needy. The only cure is to wait it out 48 (agonizing) hours or find someone compatible to consummate the curse away. Sam seems to think Cas is the answer and sends him to Dean.
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NC-17 | 12.12 | first time | by thejabberwock
Good things don’t happen to Dean, so he’s not even surprised when Cas tells him he misunderstood the I love you.
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NC-17 | 13.06 | first time | whichstiel
Castiel pressed a surprised hand against the hole punctured through the meat of his vessel’s shoulder and tilted his chin down to examine it curiously. The bullet had gone straight through. Castiel raised his brows. It shouldn’t be too difficult to heal. Already his grace mobilized against the torn tissue, sealing it against any further damage. He looked down at Dean.
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NC-17 | 13.06 | first time | by almaasi
If you're gonna jerk off, watch something you find sexy, Dean said. There's a dirty cowboy movie on TV, and that suits him perfectly. But he never expected that Cas would want to watch him.
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NC-17 | 13.06 | established | by xylodemon
Castiel says, "I missed you," and skims his fingers across Dean's cheek.
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NC-17 | 13.06 | established | by vaudelin
Pulling Cas between his legs, Dean glances up at him with as much sincerity as he can muster. “You look good today, dude. Really good.”
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NC-17 | 13.06 | first time | by anyrei
The first night in the bunker Dean needs to reassure himself that Cas is really back from the dead.
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NC-17 | 13.14 | first time | by brittyelaine
The confession settles around them, and Cas is quiet for a moment. Bracing his weight on one hand, he presses the other to Dean’s chest. Settled above his heart. “I’m stronger than I’ve been in a long time. I have to do what needs to be done, but you don’t need to worry about me.” He sighs, dropping his forehead against Dean’s. “Dean… I’m here. I just need you to let me all the way in.”
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NC-17 | first time | by tricia_16
Castiel is sick and tired of waiting for Dean to finally act on the feelings he knows he has for him. After watching Dean make out with yet another nameless woman at a bar, Castiel decides to find a man of his own to flirt with. Except when he actually starts talking to an interesting man, it seems Dean has a bit of a problem with it...
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NC-17 | 13.06 | established | by angelofthequeers
It's a never-ending circle of life and death for the Winchesters. Live, die, live again, die again. And after Cas' latest death at the hands of Lucifer, Dean thought that this was Cas' final death. Maybe he'd finally broken that circle. Maybe Dean just needed to have a little more faith in their ability to defy ancient cosmic beings.
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NC-17 | 7.22 | first time | by Thatother1
 “Cass, I’ve wanted you since I first met you that night in the barn.”
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NC-17 | first time | by TravelingCupcake1226
Dean and Castiel explore a new side of their friendship.
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NC-17 | 13.05 | established | by faerie_lights
Dean falling apart without Cas, Sam dying of worry about his brother, Cas trying desperately to get back to Dean. Totally canon compliant until the very end.
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NC-17 | s.10 | first time | by bookfairy_writes
While Dean was a demon and Sam searched frantically for him, Castiel encountered him more than once.
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NC-17 | first time | by bravest
One night Castiel comes to Dean and says three words he wasn't ready to hear.
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NC-17 | 8.23 | first time | by the_diggler
Dean wakes up in bed next to a very human Castiel, and a journal in his own handwriting that tells him it’s two years in the future. The house looks a lot like Bobby’s, and Sam lives there too… He just can’t remember how they got from angels falling in the sky – to comfortable domesticity. While there is much in the journal Dean doesn’t remember, there is much of their story he’s always known. And as he settles into the routine of his new life and relationship with Castiel, it quickly becomes something he doesn’t know how to live without.
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NC-17 | 8.18 | by angelofthequeers
We all know that Dean was originally going to say "I love you," instead of "I need you," but it was removed from the script. What if he HAD said it? What difference can one little word make?
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Escalation (17/17)
R | S.9 | by DestielTheShipOfDreams
Castiel is newly human and living in the bunker. Dean is just trying to be a supportive friend, but the closer he gets to the former angel, the harder it becomes to avoid what has always been simmering between them.
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Humanitarian Aid
R | S.4 | by entanglednow
"Dude, I can't do this if you're staring at me," Dean tells him, because he's an angel for god's sake.
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Closer
NC-17 | S.5 | by intotheruins
Castiel helps Dean get through a cold, and Dean helps Castiel understand his urge to be closer to the hunter.
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Morning Glow
NC-17 | established | by misha_anon
Sleepy morning rutting and making out.
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Sounds Like Heaven
R | S.8 | established | by LadyDrace
Dean never thought he'd say this, but he was really starting to like average sex.
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Mr. and Mr. Winchester
R | 8.23 | by crackers4jenn
"No pet names, I popped the damn question, and you're the girl."
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Home
R | 8.23 | first time | by misha_anon
Laundry and kissing.
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There Are Reasons Why Castiel Should Never Wear Dean's Clothing
R | 8.23 | first time | by Aria_Lerendeair
Dean likes the sight of Cas in his underwear.
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Like a Virgin (It Sucked the Very First Time)
R | 8.23 | first time | by flannelcastiel
In which Castiel gets laid and isn't happy about it. And for some reason, neither is Dean.
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Mirrors
R | S.9 | first time | by relucant
"Dean," Cas said, looking around curiously, "why is there a mirror on the ceiling?"
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R | S.9 | established | by what_theheckie_padalecki
When Sam tries to pull a harmless prank on Dean, it backfires on him.
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R | 9.06 | first time | by My_OTP_is_Better
The ways in which proximal sleeping arrangements led to these ass-butts finally telling each other how they feel.
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NC-17 | RPF | 9.16 | by Elizabeth1985
An accident on set results in Misha ending up in the SPN!Verse and stuck with a confused and irritated Dean Winchester. Dean, Sam, and Castiel have to work together to find a way to send him back. Misha's cheekiness brings to light the things that Dean only ever thinks about in the space between waking and dreaming.
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R | 9.03 | established | by SurlyCat
Without preamble, Cas blows a breath right over Dean’s lips and then raises his eyebrows, as if to say ‘see, nothing special, just air over skin, and the dice are stupid.’

"I said if you do it right,” Dean says flatly. “And that was not right.”
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R | established | by misha_anon
After months of working up his courage, Castiel is finally ready to move past kissing.
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R | 9.18 | first time | by ohimadeitallup
“Shh,” Cas soothed, one hand going up to rake through Dean’s hair. That only caused him to sob harder, clinging to the angel like he was his dying hope. “Dean, we’ll fix this.”
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R | S.9 | first time | by Donovanspen
Dean reevaluates his definition of an 'apple pie life' and what that means for him, personally.
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R | 10.11 | established | by BeckySInger
Though it begins with a Mark of Cain induced nightmare, it gets better. There are burgers, beer, pie, birthday wishes, and Destiel with a small side of shipper!Sam and a fluffy ending.
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R | S.10 | first time | by Gypsymoon77
Castiel wants something from Dean that the hunter never expected.
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R | S.10 | first time | by Elizabeth1985
The future is looking fairly bleak. But Dean's not ready to let that stop him from enjoying a solo kind of night. Unfortunately, there's a former angel sleeping in his bed. Cas has his reasons of course, and soon Dean will be faced with the question he's been avoiding for years.
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R | 10.18 | first time | by elliex
What happened after the family night of beer and pizza? Castiel does the dishes and Dean volunteers to help. What happens next doesn't change things so much as it confirms what's always been true.
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R | 10.16 | by casdoms
The anger starts to dissipate just a little, just enough to make it easier to think in another color for a moment.
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R | established | by Cynthia_Silver
Cas and Dean, worn out, snuggle up together. Snuggles turn into smut when Dean unintentionally rubs Cas the right way.
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R | established | by SurlyCat
Dean caught a cold and wouldn't let Cas heal him. Until he did.
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R | S.10 | first time | by Castiel_Left_His_Mark_On_Me
He doesn't know what else Dean expects him to do, he has given everything, done everything, but the man still acts as if it's not enough. Castiel is tired and at his wits end. Dean needs to hear, needs to know just how fed up he is with being used like this.
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R | 9.03 | first time | by ShastaFirecracker
Cas makes it to the bunker, but as the weeks pass it becomes apparent that he isn't dealing as well with being human as the brothers would like. Sam decides they should take Cas for a day out on the town, exploring humanity from a more touristy angle to show him that biology isn't all that bad. Meanwhile Charlie does everything in her power to play matchmaker, and Dean isn't as oblivious as she thinks.
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R | established | by unicornball
Dean is self conscious about his body and insecure as to why Cas would love him as much as he seems to. So, Castiel shows him by worshiping his body, knowing he needs to show Dean just how much he loves him.
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R | 10.18 | first time | by xylodemon
Dean can't remember the last time he laughed like this -- really, honestly laughed.
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R | first time | by captaindestiel1
Cas snoops on dean's computer out of boredom. Finds out I interesting things about Dean. Dirty things. Decides to make them a reality for Dean.
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R | established | by Nikolaus_Chaser
Dean getting a little frisky with Cas while Cas is sleeping but Cas still reacts even though he is asleep.
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R | first time | by enchiangnocchi
It was one of those rare mornings where everything was quiet.
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No Other Place To Keep You Safe
R | 12.03 | established | by peridium
“Do I want to have sex with you?” Cas asks levelly. “Yes, very much. Do I want to hurt you so you can punish yourself?” The loaded pause rolls around in the half-foot of stale air between their bodies. “You should know me better than that.”
Archive of Our Own
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R | established | by DestielWS
When Castiel has to go to the bathroom while he and Dean are driving down the highway through the middle of nowhere, it’s up to Dean to help him out, though Dean hadn’t realized he would end up revealing one of his dirty little secrets…
Archive of Our Own
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R | established | by Pinkmink
“What I want is for you to stop treating this, us, like an afterthought.”  

A story about Dean's inability to say those three little words. He was always better with actions anyway.
Archive of Our Own
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R | 12.12 | first time | by theindiarussianqueen
They made love that night. There were no other words to describe it, not after Cas's confession. It was impossible to say that it was not love that compelled an angel who did not sleep and a hunter too anxious to close his eyes to fall into bed together.
Archive of Our Own
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R | 12.12 | first time | by wichstiel
Dean stares over at Cas. The angel is perched on one of the double beds examining his blood and black-goo stained clothes. As he watches, Cas presses a careful hand against his side over the healed spear wound. He looks like he's trying to read the dictionary upside down and in the mirror. Dean clears his throat and leans back from where he's standing over Sam's research. “You okay there, man?” he asks. “Yes, Dean.” Cas's reply is terse.
Archive of Our Own
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R | 12.11 | first time | by Piper_Halliwell1979
Dean hooks up with a stranger in a bar only to find out this wasn't exactly a stranger.
Archive of Our Own
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R | 12.11 | first time | by casdoms
“Cas... what’s...” Dean licks his lips and looks at Rowena, “What’s the deal with them?”
Archive of Our Own
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R | 12.10 | first time | by casdoms
“Look Cas, I mean what I said back there at the table. I’m not mad, I’m just worried…”
Archive of Our Own
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R | first time| by MerrilyMacabre
Dean and Cas have been fighting for the last 340 miles, and Sam can't take it anymore. He has a plan. It's not a great plan. It's not even a good plan. But if they keep bickering like this, he won't make it back to the bunker without taking hostages.
Archive of Our Own
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R | S.12 | first time | by Piper_Halliwell1979
Sam gives Dean and Castiel some privacy after Cas has been returned. They finally talk about their feelings and Cas helps Dean find a way to say the words he can't.
Archive of Our Own
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R | established | by Cas_s_Honeybee
Warm. That is how Dean feels. Warm and content. Strong, muscled arms are wrapped around him and he snuggles deeper into the warmth of the man.
Archive of Our Own
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R | 13.13 | first time | by SaltyWords
“I’m mad because I can’t handle losing you again, you idiot! And you don’t even care!”
Archive of Our Own
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NC-17 | 12.23 | first time | by tricia_16
Dean's doing a really shitty job of dealing with Castiel's death. He can't eat, he can't sleep, and he can't stop drinking. But worst of all, he can't stop kicking himself for thinking he had more time. He should've known better. Every day's a gamble living the way they do, and Cas had lost in the worst possible way. Now Dean's stuck drowning in the aftermath, telling himself over and over that he'd do things differently if he just had one more chance.

The Winchesters wouldn't have any luck if it weren't for bad luck, though, so he really shouldn't be surprised when the angel he's been pining for shows up with a familiar face but absolutely no memories. How's he supposed to make things right and keep his promise to himself when Cas doesn't even know who he is? And how's he supposed to keep his distance when Cas keeps looking at him like that?
Archive of Our Own
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NC-17 | first time | by jupiter_james
Castiel is willing to change everything. Dean isn't sure it's enough.
Archive of Our Own
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NC-17 | established | by fortheloveofwords
After a long day of a not-so-simple salt and burn, Castiel shows up in Dean's motel room and attempts to ease his hunter's pain with some soothing words. So much for that.
Archive of Our Own
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NC-17 | first time | by AshaDev
Dean hates Halloween. And he really hates witches. And this hunt has both. Again. Worst of all, they have to go undercover at a club (full of douchebags) and they have to wear stupid costumes. At least, despite Cas' protests, there is one bright side to all this. Of course, that's when things go south. He is Dean Winchester after all.
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NC-17 | first time | by Destiel_Cockles
Cas has heard every thought Dean has had about him, including every fantasy. One day while Dean is fantasizing about them he reaches his breaking point.
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This Isn't What We Intended To Be
NC-17 | 10.14 | first time | by PorcupineGirl
Fallen, Castiel struggles to figure out where he fits in the human world—and in Dean's life.
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R | 11.10 | first time | by museaway
They’ve never done anything by the rules.
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R | 5.22 | first time | by Sorka42
After Sam falls into the Cage, Dean is given a chance to change history but how do you undo a plan centuries in the making?
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NC-17 | 8.23 | first time | by elizaye
After the Winchesters stop the trials and the angels fall, Sam, Dean, and Castiel settle down in the bunker and try to recover.
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NC-17 | s.8 | first time | by Valinde
When a ritual backfires and Dean ends up with wings, they reveal things that he'd much rather keep hidden.
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NC-17 | gif by fiveocock
Only reccing this one for the gif art! MY GAWD!
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NC-17 | s.11 | first time | by Piper_Halliwell1979
A series of clues lead Dean to believe Cas is his common law husband. They finally have the long overdue "talk" and decide they want to go through with it.
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NC-17 
…just the gif!
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NC-17 | established | by Aristathelia
Sam REALLY did not want to hear that.
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NC-17 | s.14 | first time | by MajorEnglishEsquire
“Tell me how I can help,” he requests.

“You can go and work with Sam,” Dean shakes his head. “You can let me wrap this up, man. I’m finished when I’m finished. That’s all there is to it.”

“I did not ask how I could make you feel better,” Cas settles further into his chair. “What I asked was how I could help you."
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NC-17 | established | by braezenkitty
“You’re human now,” Dean said, flinging his arms wide and glaring at Cas. “You can’t just go running into danger like you did back there.”
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NC-17 | 4.02 | established | first time | by pantheon_of_discord
A week ago, Dean was pulled out of Hell. Now, he’s apparently woken up in 2018, and the angel that a mere twenty-four hours beforehand had threatened to chuck him back into the pit is sleepily pouring himself coffee and wearing Dean’s second-favourite Zeppelin shirt. It all seems like a perfect happy ending, but with Hell’s scars still so fresh, Dean can’t imagine how he could have possibly gotten there.

At the same time, the Dean who went to sleep in the bunker, right next to Cas, wakes up on Bobby’s couch in 2008. He’s instantly bombarded with questions by a Lilith-obsessed brother and a man who’s been dead for years, and must decide between keeping his finally-perfect life intact, and the lives he could save by re-writing history.

Regardless of these choices, both Deans are trapped in the wrong decade, and their only way back lies with a Castiel still very much under Heaven’s thumb – one who might find the future Dean describes difficult to believe.
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NC-17 | s.13 | established | by BinJLG
Consensual voyeurism where Cas watches Dean masturbate.
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NC-17 | 14.03 | first time | by FelOllie
“How can I be running from something when I’m racing toward it?”  

“I dunno -- kinda your thing.” 

Thanks for the call out, little brother.
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NC-17 | 14.03 | first time | by aeli_kindara
In which Dean and Cas reunite, and there's more than one scar.
THIS FIC HAS EVERYTHING I WANTED AND MORE AFTER THE FIRST FEW EPISODES OF SEASON 14.
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R | first time | by HasNoName1982
It happened. They don't know how it happened. They don't know why it happened. But it happened.So now what?
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NC-17 | 12.23 | first time | by anyrei, mugglerock
What if it all wasn’t just subtext? Individual, subjective interpretation? What if we’re only seeing a fraction of what’s going on with the Winchesters? What would happen if we saw what was actually happening off-camera?
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NC-17 | 12.12 | first time | by Pinkmink
He keeps walking towards Dean, so slowly you might mistake him for a predator seeking his prey. Except there's nothing malicious in his body language - his arms outstretched slightly, like you might approach an unfamiliar animal. He's expecting a fight, Dean realizes. And in truth, the moments that have been this tender in the past, where they're both laid out bare for the other to see, haven’t exactly been absent of bloodshed.

But Dean doesn't feel like fighting. The angel's words deflate him, the anger dissipating with the mist.

"It's not fair," the words choke out softly, almost disappearing. He can hardly meet the blue eyes now a foot away. "That you get to say it."

Cas pauses, a wet hand raising to place on Dean's cooling shoulder. "Do you want me to stop?"

NC-17 | 12.12 | established | by Pinkmink
Dean Winchester does not beg. Not unless it’s something he wants more than his own life. And he’s reasonably certain the way Castiel moves quickly and grips him tight, his hand searing into sensitive flesh - right about now, he’d pay that price.
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NC-17 | s.13 | first time | by Tierra469
The one where Dean, Sam and Cas get trapped in a blizzard in the Impala overnight and Cas keeps them warm. Dean gets a little overheated.
NC-17 | established | by smallhorizons
Dean takes his time opening up Cas with his tongue and fingers before he finally slips inside and gives Cas what he wants.
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NC-17 | S.12 | first time | by anyrei & mugglerock
Always throwing himself in harm’s way for the Winchesters, Castiel ends up getting hit with a love curse. Under the influence of fabricated emotions, Castiel learns just how dangerous unrequited love can be. And Dean learns what it means to doubt everything he’s ever believed. They have a week to find a way to lift the curse, otherwise the intoxication of “love” will kill Castiel. Literally.
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NC-17 | 12.08 | first time | by pantheon_of_discord
After Sam and Dean are arrested, Castiel is left alone and scrambling to find them. He knows they’re locked away in a government facility, and he’s still able to hear their prayers, but no matter how he tries Castiel can’t seem to track them. He chases leads and even attempts to hunt on his own, but Mary is AWOL, Crowley refuses to help, and Castiel’s options are running out.

Weeks pass, Castiel’s hope dwindles, and through it all Dean prays, keeping them connected. His voice is comforting, frustrating, and occasionally annoying, but in his solitude Castiel comes to cherish it. But then one day, without warning, Dean stops praying, and Castiel is forced to confront some uncomfortable truths about his feelings.


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NC-17 | first time | by pantheon_of_discord
They’ve been home for a few days, and despite his decision to cut the crap, and his assertion that life is too short, Dean has no idea what the hell he’s supposed to do next. Apparently earth-shattering revelations on a routine salt-and-burn are not, in fact, cure-alls for a lifetime of emotional dysfunction. Go figure.
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NC-17 | 11.04 | first time | by anyrei & Drunk_Idjit
Dean finally allows Cas to heal him.
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NC-17 | 13.23 | first time | by SaltyWords
Cas gets Dean back from Michael, and they both have some healing to do.
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R | AU | friends to lovers | by turningthepages
Maybe he didn't need to wrap his arms around Cas at night. And maybe their legs didn't need to be so tangled. But Cas had read somewhere that being that close could synchronize their heartbeats and make them calmer at night and therefore it would help them sleep better. It was for scientific reasons that they were a heaped pile of grabby octopus legs and blankets every night.

Dean and Cas have been best friends since they were six. They're now twenty and in college and sharing a bed nearly every night. Yet, they still deny that they are together. Everyone around them knows Dean and Cas are in love with each other, they are just waiting for the two to figure it out for themselves.
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NC-17 | AU | first time| by TheShyGirl
Nineteen-year-old Dean has developed a crush on Castiel Novak. However, aside from being thirteen years older than Dean, Castiel has been a close friend of the family for years. What's a boy to do?
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NC-17 | first time | by brittyelaine
"I can feel your longing, Dean. It's like a prayer. It's almost deafening.”
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by BabysDean
Dean's not the type to fall in love. But a playful song reference in an otherwise formal email correspondence made him want to know this chick he was talking to. Turned out he was right, this Cas was the most awesome girl he'd ever talked to, and slowly but surely, he found out that he just hadn't met the right girl yet. Maybe he hadn't met her still…
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PG-13 | 14.12 | first time | by gutsforgarters
Dean tries to push the words he wants to say out of his throat. He tries, but they crowd his mouth and sit like stones on his tongue, fit to choke him. “The thing is, I wasn’t kidding about the whole claustrophobia deal.”
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by bendingsignpost
As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.

What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?
[ THIS FIC BLEW ME AWAY! ]
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NC-17 | AU | slow burn | mutual pining | by Patricia1974
Dean couldn’t remember the last time he truly smiled, the last time he felt needed, wanted, appreciated, included. The last time his wife gave him time, the last time she looked at him with love in her eyes, the last time they even had sex! Anna was so busy nowadays! She didn’t even have time for their 4 year old daughter. Dean is always there for Claire, taking her to preschool, setting up playdates for her, taking her out to the park. But Dean also has a small business to run and there’s so much piled up on his shoulders.

Dean’s secretary, Charlie, has enough of it and convinces him to hire a nanny. To Dean’s surprise, his daughter’s new nanny is actually a dude; a dude with ridiculously blue eyes and intense stare. Dean isn’t sure about this, but since he really doesn’t have the time to look for a nanny himself, he lets Castiel stay. In just a few months Dean and his daughter’s new baby sitter fall into a sort of comfortable routine. Castiel is everything Dean has always missed since Anna started working.
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PG-13 | 14.12 | pre-slash | by loversantiquities
Dean listens to the Impala idle for a good few minutes before he hears Sam even make a move to leave, his sigh radiating disappointment. Head thumping against the steering wheel, he watches Sam peel himself out of the front seat with all the exhaustion of a man that let his anger get the best of him, and slam the door in his wake. The trunk pops open, thunks closed; footsteps echo across the garage, and still, Dean sits, blinking with wet eyes, nose pressed to the center of the wheel.

“Get out of the car,” Castiel says from the backseat, and Dean’s stomach clenches even tighter.
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NC-17 | first time | by archeolatry
Dean brings a newly-human Castiel back to the bunker.

PG-13 | morning after | by archeolatry
Dean and Cas have some regrets. But only some.
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NC-17 | first time | by pantheon_of_discord
Dean eases Baby down the frontage road, trying not to look in the rearview mirror as his home gets smaller and smaller behind him.

He’s done this a hundred times. He’s driven down this road in the soft morning light, heading out to some little town in some distant corner of the country. This is a job like any other.

“It’s not like we’re never coming back,” Cas says from the passenger seat.
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NC-17 | first time | by archeolatry
Dean brings a newly-human Castiel back to the bunker.

PG-13 | morning after | by archeolatry
Dean and Cas have some regrets. But only some.
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NC-17 | AU | first time| by tlakht
Dean and Cas spend the holidays in Vermont with Sam and Eileen, who retired from hunting years ago and now have two adorable kids who are too curious about the exact nature of the relationship between their Uncle Dean and Uncle Cas for Dean's taste.

But then again... 

Dean's kinda curious too, and, well. It's about time he came out to his family, right?
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NC-17 | first time | by mansikka
Cas wakes to find himself human without any idea as to why. Dean and Sam take care of him, are nothing but welcoming, but Cas has the distinct impression that there are things they aren't telling him.

As Cas recovers, anger at his inability to remember what has happened to him, coupled with his frustration at both Dean's protectiveness and his own confusing feelings for Dean, is turned outwards, until he is lashing out at both Dean and Sam and pushing them away.

What is it that Dean is keeping from him? Why can't he remember why he fell?
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NC-17 | 9.09 | first time | by thesoryinsideme
Newly re-angeled, Castiel strengthens and deepens his vastly different relationships with each of the Winchester brothers, and finds that despite his new status, he can't quite shake his humanity. While working toward returning the fallen angels to Heaven, Castiel must face the consequences of stealing the grace of another angel.
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NC-17 | first time | by spnhell
Wherein Dean has run out of beer, Cas is acting strange(r than usual), Dean can no longer tell the difference between praying and dreaming, Cas is leaving feathers everywhere, and neither one of them knows how to lock a damn door.
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💔  March 22, 2019  💔

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Wild (11/11)
NC-17 | AU | first time | by Castielslostwigs
Castiel and Dean meet for the first time on a plane ride out of Nowhere, Alaska. Castiel’s headed home after an impulsive solo vacation and Dean, a hardened Alaskan native, is just trying to get out of the impossibly small town he grew up in that’s got nothing left to offer him. They forge an instant connection over Dean’s flying anxiety and whiskey, a meet-cute that has all the makings of a rom-com with a sickeningly sweet happy ending. That is, until their plane explodes in mid-air, crashing headlong into the Alaskan wilderness and killing everyone on board save for Dean and Castiel. When no rescue shows up to save them, the two men are forced to make some tough decisions. To make it home alive they’ll have to trust each other and find faith neither of them has ever really wanted. Will they survive or succumb to the unforgiving mountain wilderness? And will their journey tear them apart... or bring them closer together?
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by DestielDicksAreMyKink
Dean and Cas are roommates and best friends, the perfect setup. Or, it would be, if Dean could just get rid of the confusing attraction he's feeling for him. The last thing he needs is to stumble into Cas' room while he's engaging in some quality alone time...
Archive of Our Own
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NC-17 | 14.14 | first time | by alamaasi
Dean has a thing for men with big, thick, meaty muscles. Not that he'd ever say it aloud. When Castiel sees what Dean was looking at on his laptop, he realizes he has something under his clothes that Dean would like very much. With just a measuring tape, a commanding voice, and a long-hidden desire to have Dean inside him, Cas is going to make... Dean... say it... aloud.
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by komodobits
In the spring of 1944, the 104th Medical Battalion of the United States Army is disbanded, and its men reassigned to various infantry companies in preparation for their invasion of occupied France. For First Lieutenant Novak, this is less than helpful, as he has so far met his platoon’s designated medic a grand total of twice, and has both times found Sergeant Winchester to be the optimum combination of reckless, arrogant, and downright insufferable so as to make cohesive platoon function near impossible. When the time comes to move out, however, Castiel has to reconcile himself to the fact that men are going to go down and trust that Dean Winchester may well be the only person who can put them back together again. WW2 ETO infantry AU.

Not usually my thing, but the writing; the build up, the banter, the UST…the sex, even the imagery. I still can’t get this fic out of my head!
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NC-17 | first time | by xxenjoy
In which Dean gets distracted trying to help Cas get ready to work a case, and it turns out better than he could imagine.
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NC-17 | 14.14 | first time | by Fangirling_FTW
Cas is standing under the center shower head, naked with his head bowed, his back to Dean so his arms can support him against the tiled wall. The two showers on the left and the two showers on the right are on full blast, and stretched from wall to wall are...Cas’ wings. 
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NC-17 | 12.09 | first time | by Ahaviel
When Dean takes the brunt of a spell intended to evict Castiel from his vessel, his mind fractures and it falls to Cas and Sam to put him back together—not knowing how many pieces of Dean there are, or which part will come out next. Will it be the innocent child who remembers that angels are watching over him? The Hell-tortured adult who believes he’s not worthy of rescue? The angry hunter who has been betrayed one too many times? Or the lover who no longer has a reason to hold back?
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NC-17 | 5.04 | established
Dean and Cas are friends with benefits with a side of feels...but don't tell anybody.
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by nation
When Lisa and Dean break up Dean finds himself devastated. Not surprisingly, he doesn’t handle the situation very well and ends up kind of accidentally hiring a prostitute. Only, Castiel isn’t really what Dean had expected and he finds himself coming back again and again. And Castiel in turn finds himself powerless to stop him.
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NC-17 | 12.12 | first time | by PaperAnn
It all started with gut-wrenching fear and a deathbed "I love you." If Cas miraculously survived (spoiler: he had) and the confession was resolute, unwavering—cool. But things never seemed to go their way.

Realizing he'd accidentally outted 'them' to the fam, Cas began sputtering clumsy afterthoughts. Always trying to make shit easier for Dean. Even when it made the ride back kinda weird.
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NC-17 | s.14 | first time | by tricia_16
After nine days of radio silence from both Jack and Cas, Cas returns to the bunker without Jack—with black fur, four paws, a tail, and an obvious preference for Dean's company. With no idea how to turn Cas back or how he got turned into a cat in the first place, Dean has to learn to live with Cas quite literally underfoot all the damn time. Nobody could have guessed that having his best friend in cat form would end up being the catalyst for a huge shift in their relationship, but looking back, he's pretty sure it all started with an annoyingly stubborn ball of fur…
Archive of Our Own
I don't usually read WIPs, but I've been with this fic since Chapter One, waiting days for bi-weekly updates I couldn't wait to get my hands on. Fabulous writing, perfect characterization...best fic I've read in a long time!
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NC-17 | s.12 | first time | by Desirea
Things have settled down since rescuing Sam. Mary is bonding with her sons, and Castiel is nearly back to full capacity, just needing a little sleep here and there. When Dean discovers Cas' unusual resting spot, what starts as a series confessions leads to the emotional healing they both needed.
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R | RPF | established | by anastiel
“Come outside with me?”

Misha turns to him, free hand easily reaching out to settle comfortably on Jensen’s hip. Jensen shivers at the feel of his warm fingers burning through his shirt, and leans into it.

Misha’s eyes dart all over his face, taking him in. He finally meets Jensen’s eyes with a look so heated that Jensen feels the force of it go through him all the way down to his toes. “Okay."
Cockles isn’t usually my thing, but JIB10 was just too much! They’re so adorable together…
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NC-17 | s.13 | first time | by tricia_16
Dean's doing a really shitty job of dealing with Castiel's death. He can't eat, he can't sleep, and he can't stop drinking. But worst of all, he can't stop kicking himself for thinking he had more time. He should've known better. Every day's a gamble living the way they do, and Cas had lost in the worst possible way. Now Dean's stuck drowning in the aftermath, telling himself over and over that he'd do things differently if he just had one more chance.

The Winchesters wouldn't have any luck if it weren't for bad luck, though, so he really shouldn't be surprised when the angel he's been pining for shows up with a familiar face but absolutely no memories. How's he supposed to make things right and keep his promise to himself when Cas doesn't even know who he is? And how's he supposed to keep his distance when Cas keeps looking at him like that?
Archive of Our Own
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NC-17 | 11.23 | first time | by TheTwistedWillow
It was supposed to be a quick hardware store run to replenish supplies. What Dean didn't count on was for Cas to run into a potential love interest in the form of another man. Through the course of Cas' dating, and a few hunts, Dean comes to many realizations.
Archive of Our Own
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NC-17 | 14.18 | first time | by WickedNerdAngel
It's eight o'clock Sunday morning. The human 'Day of Worship' for those who believe. As an angel on earth, it used to be the day to seek Revelation. Not today. no, today is none of those things. Today... is the third day after Mary Winchester's death.
Archive of Our Own
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NC-17 | s.9 | first time | by MalMuses
Dean is drowning in guilt and nightmares. From kicking Castiel out of the bunker to letting an angel possess his brother, he has recently made some poor choices in tight corners.

A road trip up to snowy northern Minnesota for what they think will be an open-and-shut Wendigo case offers the tense, battered team a chance to refocus and bond. However, almost as soon as they get there, something is not right; the very forest itself seems to conspire against them.
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NC-17 | 13.12 | established | by edgarallanrose
Cas had effectively moved into the bunker. And by ‘moved into’ that meant Sam had kindly taken the time to set up a spare room for him, and Cas spent every night sneaking into Dean’s instead. Neither of them discussed why they were or were not going to tell Sam. In fact, there was little to no discussion happening at any time between them. There was a merely shared goal, and they had only made it as far as second base.
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NC-17 | established | by mansikka
Sam is a good brother. A kind, considerate one. But even kind, considerate brothers have their limits, and Sam's found his: walking in to find Dean and Cas naked on the table oblivious to him being there is where the buck stops.

But Dean is also a good brother, a kind, considerate one. Which is why he's taking Cas on a road trip of sorts, where they can christen new (old) surfaces, safe away from Sam's delicate eyes.
Archive of Our Own
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NC-27 | 12.15 | established | by bluefallenfandomwallflowers
“I don’t have long,” Dean whispers in the muted motel room, a burnt out lightbulb still fizzing under a stained lampshade. “Sam found us a case.”

Cas nods and he doesn’t have to ask any further than that. He’s made an art at using what little time they have and making the most of it.
Archive of Our Own
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NC-17 | S.9 | AU | established | by deanisbiandsoami 
Castiel has been human for a few months... but still has some troubles. Dean tries to help.
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NC-17 | s.10 | first time | by rarelypoetic
Castiel and Sam perform an ancient angelic purification ritual on Dean in the hopes of curing him of the Mark, but it has some unexpected consequences. In the process of trying to figure out what went wrong, Castiel realizes a thing or two about angelic history, Dean discovers that the boundary between divinity and humanity is not quite as delineated as he had thought, and together they learn that some things are a long time coming.
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NC-17 | 12.19 | first time | by Monarchmish
Castiel knew what he had to do. He could do this. He could do this for Dean and Dean would probably never even notice the Colt was gone. It would be quick - Castiel would take it from the safe swiftly, kill Kelly and quietly return the Colt to it's resting place. They would never even know.
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NC-17 | 12.19 | established | by whichstiel
Emotions are hard and so are other things.
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NC-17 | 12.16 | first time | by coffeeandcas
Dean decides that a night alone together at a fancy hotel is exactly what he and Castiel deserve. Of course, he only has one pastime on his mind.
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NC-17 | 12.12 | first time | by Persephoneshadow
Dean and Cas have a threesome with the cute waitress because Dean can't deal.
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by CR Noble
Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak barely knew each other when they were forced to marry by a legal contract between their respective fathers. That was a month ago, and though they’ve been sharing a bed for that entire time, they have yet to consummate the marriage. But Castiel can’t deny his new husband is sinfully hot, and the more time they spend together, the more he thinks he’s falling for him. But Dean never gives any indication that he might feel the same way. Until one night when he thinks Castiel is asleep.
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NC-17 | 12.15 | first time | by supernatural9917
Castiel decides not to work with the angels to find Kelly Kline, and instead goes back to the bunker to work with the Winchesters. He ends up finding common ground with Mick Davies, especially after he saves Claire with the werewolf cure. Dean finds their new friendship extremely annoying for some reason he can't quite put his finger on…
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NC-17 | first time | by followyourenergy
During a hunt, Castiel becomes invisible to the Winchesters thanks to a teenage warlock who thinks he's giving Castiel a gift. Sam is pragmatic about it, but Dean is...unsettled that he can't see him. To help, Cas agrees to keep Dean apprised of his whereabouts by touching him. All the touching and the mysterious puzzle that Dean has to solve in order to break the spell work to break down Dean's defenses about his feelings for Cas. But in order to break the spell completely, Dean and Castiel both need to see and say some things they haven't before.
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by Casloveshisfreckles
When the invitation for Dean’s twenty-fifth high school reunion arrives in the mail, he tosses it straight to the trash. That’s Dean’s past and if there’s anything he knows, it’s to leave the past where it belongs, far far away.

His daughter Emma has other ideas and Dean finds himself facing down his past and the one that got away. He doesn't know what it could mean for him, his daughter, or their future.

Maybe happy ever after.
The first chapter is a nice slow burn, really turing up the heat and it just gets better. Characters are spot-on and I've been really into AUs lately. SPN15
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NC-17 | established | by Sass_Master
Castiel’s clearly not about to complain about Dean’s predilection for this particular act, but he can admit he finds it fascinating, another of Dean’s little quirks that he wants to investigate to the fullest even if he never arrives at a complete understanding.

He’s lost track of how many times Dean has pulled him aside in the middle of the day and dragged him somewhere moderately private – maybe the backseat of the car, maybe a rest stop bathroom – like he couldn’t wait another second to get his mouth on Castiel.
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NC-17 | 14.12 | established | by MeriKG
Dean's plan to bury himself alive in the ocean inside his spiffy magic coffin wasn't winning him any awards with, well, anyone. Just as well Sam punched some sense into him. But there's another fence that still needs mending. And Castiel isn't about to let it go. Takes place when everyone got back the bunker after fixing Donatello. Pretty much straight up smut.
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NC-17 | first time | by CastielsCarma
Finishing a case takes longer than expected, so even when Dean really wants to do an all-nighter so he and Cas can be back in the Bunker as fast as possible, after some persuasion, Dean agrees to check into a motel for the night. They meet the motel manager Lucille, who happily gives them a special room... with only one bed.
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NC-17 | established | by Moose_and_Destiel
Cas learns how much fun it is to wear Dean’s clothes upon seeing the hunter’s reaction.
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NC-17 | 9.06 | first time | by ClairefromAyr
After Dean and Cas manage to kill the angel responsible for killing human's in emotional pain, Dean opts to ensure that Cas is not sleeping on the floor of the Gas 'n' Sip. It's a chance they've never had to be uninterrupted in their chick flick moment talks.
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NC-17 | established | by Fangirling_FTW
“You were supposed to wait for me.” Cas’ voice is low, dipped into that dangerous territory where Dean starts to wonder if he’s actually in danger of being pummeled by an angel. And not in the sexy way.
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NC-17 | 9.06 | first time | by MeriKG
Recently fallen Castiel is slowly adjusting to being human. In all its perks and flaws. Dean, of course, is happy to help with both aspects. But with the good comes some bad memories for both guys.
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NC-17 | first time| by all-or-nothing-baby
I want Dean. I want to be alone with him. I want to trace my thumb across his high cheekbone; to feel that rough-velvet auburn stubble against my face; to card fingers through soft spikes of walnut hair; feel warm breath on my mouth; to capture Dean's plump lips between my own and to kiss him hard and soft and everything in between and to taste him. Oh, yes, I want to taste Dean, taste all of him. I want to learn and know his taste like I know my own grace; to savor it then devour it and for it to become a part of me, forever…
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by aloha_cowgirl
Dean had absolutely zero experience with dating men. He’d finally come to terms about his own interest in men after realizing the attraction about 3 years ago, but he had never actually acted upon it, nor had he mentioned his revelation to anyone else... until he met Castiel.

Dean navigates coming out to his family and friends who are not without problems of their own.
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NC-17 | first time | by Carrieosity
Castiel was tired of waiting, but apparently so was Dean. At the right moment, it takes less than a nudge to get things moving.
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NC-17 | 11.23 | first time | by Desirae
Things have settled down since rescuing Sam. Mary is bonding with her sons, and Castiel is nearly back to full capacity, just needing a little sleep here and there. When Dean discovers Cas' unusual resting spot, what starts as a series confessions leads to the emotional healing they both needed.
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NC-17 | first time | by owlbeshipping
The first thing the brothers noticed when they got out of the car was the rancid smell hanging over the parking lot outside their motel room.
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NC-17 | 9.06 | first time | by amyoatmeal
After taking out the Rit Zien, Cas finds he has no where to go and asks Dean if he can spend the night with him in his motel room.
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NC-17 | s.7 | first time | by ShastaFirecracker
Witchcraft goes awry and Sam, Dean, and Cas all end up slid to the opposite end of the gender spectrum. Stuck in these new bodies for the foreseeable future, they have to carry on with their lives... except the adjustment is a lot harder for some than others.
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NC-17 | established | by sarasaurusrex
Sam knew Dean and Castiel were fucking. They never told him, per se, but Sam knew. And it wasn’t because of any brotherly bond crap -- It was because of clothing. Or rather, a lack of it.
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NC-17 | 15.03 | established | by dothraki_shieldmaiden
Castiel drives for eight hours, until the truck runs out of gas.
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NC-17 | 8.23 | first time | by zipegs
He’s always thought Cas returned his interest, at least on a fundamental level, but figured if the guy wanted to make a move, he’d make a move. Maybe it’s time to get a little more… proactive.

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NC-17 | AU | first time | by tricia_16
In a desperate attempt to save his dying relationship with Lisa, Dean Winchester agrees to invite another man into their bedroom. He’s always considered himself to be completely straight... so why does being with this Cas guy feel so good?

NC-17 | AU | established | by tricia_16
Five years after participating in a life-changing threesome with his then-girlfriend and her friend Cas, Dean's single, comfortably bisexual, and has everything he's ever wanted except for that special someone to share his life with. When tragedy strikes, he and Cas are reunited in an unexpected way, and a split-second decision entangles their lives in ways neither of them could have predicted…
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by tricia_16
After fleeing his hometown at 17 in order to put some distance between himself and the straight best friend he’s still desperately in love with, Castiel has finally returned ten years later to attend his high school reunion.

Dean isn’t expecting to see Cas again after he bailed on him without a word so long ago, and finally figuring out the reason why turns out to be one hell of an eye opener. He’s not going to let that stand in the way of convincing Cas to move back, though, especially since they can’t seem to keep their hands off each other…
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NC-17 | 14.18 | first time | by Ahaviel
With Mary dead and Jack missing, Castiel goes in search of God. But what Chuck claims will help instead tears Castiel apart, leaving him feeling more broken and useless than ever. As he tries to put the pieces of himself back together with help from Sam and Dean, he comes to realize that memory is a double-edged sword, and blessings can look and act a lot like curses. Reclaiming all of his lost pieces is going to take more than courage. It will force him to admit truths he’s avoided for far too long, and ask for the one thing he’s certain he can’t have.
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by BabysNotaProp
Dean is living the dream: he gets to help people and shake his ass, and he gets paid for it. Gabriel Milton’s horny hospice is a fun place to work, but sees its fair share of technical difficulties. When the front desk computer malfunctions, the burden to call tech support falls on Dean. The man on the other end has a voice that does things to him, and if he’s lucky, IT man Cas just might feel the same way.
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NC-17 | 15.03 | first time | by xylodemon
Warmth uncurls under Dean's ribs, the same warmth he's carried around for the last ten years. He knows what it is. He just doesn't know if it's his.
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by ballsdeepinwinchesters
Dean and Castiel's relationship has evolved over time- from strangers to roommates, roommates to friends, friends to best friends. The most troublesome evolution came to pass when they went from being best friends to "We're just friends.”
Archive of Our Own
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NC-17 | 15.05 | first time | by aeli_kindara
It’s been years since Dean prayed to Cas. Really prayed, with his heart in his throat and his back against the wall. In a hospital chapel: Whatever you did or didn't do, it doesn't matter, okay? We'll work it out. Please, man, I need you here.

He’s done with that. What Cas did matters. Something went wrong, Dean’s ass.
Archive of Our Own
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R | 14.12 | first time | by son_of_a_bitch_spn_family
Dean took a deep breath, looking up at the sky for the last time, eyes bleary from traitorous tears. But hey, he was about to be dropped to the bottom of the ocean, he was allowed to fucking cry. Here it was - the worst moment of his life. Except.
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by tricia_16
Dean and Cas—inseparable best friends since sixth grade—find themselves dateless only weeks before their high school prom and eventually come to the realization that the only option left is to go together. Wanting to give his fresh out of the closet best friend the date of a lifetime, Dean pulls out all the stops and soon discovers what he's always felt towards Cas is a lot more than friendship.
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by WhiteRoseOfRivendell
In 1958, Castiel met Dean, a greaser with a cocky attitude and muscle car that could not be beat. They said their first words to each other over a milkshake and a burger, but soon words would be replaced with the hum of an engine and a night Castiel would never forget.
Archive of Our Own
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NC-17 | 15.07 | first time | by SaltyWords
There was no fixing this with an apology. Not when the real issue was all the shit Dean hadn’t said, rather than the few things he had.
Archive of Our Own
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NC-17 | established | by Sass_Master
Dean’s used to waking up in the middle of the night, though he can admit that’s gotten a lot rarer since he started sleeping with Cas, both in the literal and metaphorical sense.

For a second, he worries that something is wrong, but before that thought can fully form he registers the feeling of Cas pressed flush against his back, one protective hand splayed on his hip, not resting soundly but grinding against Dean with slow, deliberate rocking motions, fingers clenching, bunching the fabric of Dean’s sweatpants in a firm grip.

Dean isn’t complaining one bit about the proceedings. He just wants Cas to be, y’know, conscious.
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NC-17 | first time | by anyrei
Cas gets Dean an intimate gift.
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PG-13 | 15.09 | first time | by softambrollins
Cas just looks startled for a moment before his face settles again, into almost quiet resignation. And that just makes it even worse. Cas is always so damn willing to jump into the fire for them, for him, always willing to accept his fate, out of guilt or misplaced loyalty or — love, and he's always so fucking ungrateful.

"Dean —" Cas says in a low exhale. He steps closer to him, hand slightly outstretched tentatively in front of him, like he's unsure whether he should touch him or not.

"Cas, I can't — I can't lose you again," he says, voice wrecked, blinking away tears.
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NC-17 | 15.09 | first time | by FieryAngel
Castiel and Dean fought their way back from Purgatory, but once they’re home, Cas is too drained to heal his wounds. Dean offers to patch him up and as his hands wander, he discovers something about Castiel he never knew before.
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PG-13 | 15.09 | first time | by aeli_kindara
“It’ll be me,” says Cas. “Who takes the Mark.”

Dean pauses, hands gory with Leviathan Blossom. He sets down his knife, keeps his voice neutral. 
“Why?”
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PG-13 | 15.09 | first time | by dothwrites
Forgiveness is the name of love practiced amongst those who love poorly. The hard truth is that all people love poorly. We need to forgive and be forgiven every day, every hour increasingly. That is the great work of love among the fellowship of the weak that is the human family.
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PG-13 | 13.05 | pre-slash | by Tibbins
Sam catches Cas up on what's really been going on the past few weeks. 
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PG-13 | 13.01 | pre-slash | by Tibbins
A short exploration of Dean and faith.
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PG-13 | 13.03 | pre-slash | by Tibbins
How the rest of that night went for Dean.
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NC-17 | s.14 | first time | by Tierra469
Seven short stories, wherein our boys find themselves in every-day sexual situations, from a tick in a bad spot, to attempting "The Talk" with Jack, to skinny dipping after a hunt, to finding out what Dean actually did with the Cartwright Twins. Dean and Cas dance around each other, and find each other as well. It's just a day in the life…
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NC-17 | AU | first time | established | by emmbrancsxxo
Dean Winchester is an executive assistant at an advertising agency. On the day his boss retires, he has an unforgettable one night stand with a new hire, Castiel Novak. The problem: turns out Cas is his new boss.
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NC-17 | 15.09 | established | by TrenchcoatBaby
Dean and Castiel never expected to return here, not together, not after everything that’s happened. But here they are—the clock running down and a psychotic god on the loose, and nothing to hang onto but each other. As memories of their first time in Purgatory begin to resurface, Dean realizes that it’s time to be honest with his best friend for the first time ever. That is, if they can survive the sexual tension mounting between them…
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PG-13 | pre-slash | first time | by Bookkbaby
Two hunters and a former angel walk into a diner in Boystown, Chicago during Pride Month and have a chat. Misunderstandings and revelations ensue.
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NC-17 | s.9 | first time | by xxenjoy
Working a case with Charlie and a newly human Cas leads Dean to discover just what the draw of fanfiction - and Destiel - really is.
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NC-17 | 15.03 | first time | by Sally13
Cas goes hunting on his own and Sam and Dean have to rescue him from a djinn. After that, everything changes between Dean and Cas as the djinn drained all of Cas' grace. Things are finally going Cas' way, for the most part, but something just feels…off.
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NC-17 | 15.09 | COVID19 | first time | by MandalaRose
Ever since their big plan to cage the creator went awry, Dean, Cas, and Sam have been lying low in the bunker, holding their collective breath and waiting for Chuck to make his next move. Now there's a new virus wreaking havoc on the other side of the world and Sam thinks this might be it. Dean's not convinced, but will he change his mind when the virus hits a little closer to home?
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NC-17 | 15.13 | first time | by anyrei
At the rate Chuck was fucking with the Winchesters, by putting them in crappy remakes of popular eighties flicks, Dean was going to end up in his own version of Freaky Friday. But up first? The Parent Trap apparently, complete with douchey versions of themselves.  

Dean had never been more annoyed in his life. And what made it exponentially worse, Bizarro Dean was getting way too chummy with Cas.  

Way too chummy.
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NC-17 | 15.10 | established | by stuffy_j
A large part of Dean wants to spend the rest of the evening sulking in his room over his apparently god-given make-out ability being taken away, but Cas won’t let him. “Just because you can’t remember how to do it doesn’t mean you can’t learn again,” he says, and Dean has to admit that’s a strong argument, especially when paired with Cas’ earnest look.
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NC-17 | established | by VioletHaze
“Dean, if you want me to wash your back, you could just ask.”  

“Well, I mean...since you’re here.”
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NC-17 | AU | first time | by suckerfordeansfreckles
Dean wakes up, mostly, with a happy little sigh into the pillow below him. It smells like Cas, like honey and cedar wood and Cas, and that suddenly reminds him again of where he is, whose blanket is wrapped around him, who’s lying just a few feet from him.  

It’s not like this is the first time he’s waking up in Cas’ bed, either — far from it.  

 But with this… this ridiculous, useless crush on his best friend he has been quietly nursing for way too long — it’s just hard to stay away and not touch.  He takes another deep breath, basks a little longer in being able to stay here, warm and safe and wrapped in Cas’ smell. 

 He’s well on his way to just falling back asleep for a little while longer when he hears a noise beside him, a hitching breath, and then the bed rocks with gentle movement.
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NC-17 | 15.22 | first | by wolf_mistress17

After their return from Alaska, Dean comes up with a great idea: teach Castiel how to play pool.
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NC-17 | first time | by Castielslostwings
Team Free Will embark on a hunt to track down the thing that’s been making people disappear in the Winchesters’ home town of Lawrence, Kansas. Imagine their surprise when the big bad they uncover isn’t a thing at all, but a fan girl who also happens to be a witch. Considering their past experiences, Dean and Sam already know that Supernatural fans should never be underestimated, and that plenty of them are scary, if not outright dangerous. As it turns out, fan girls with magical powers who aren’t afraid to use them? Even more so.  

When the hunt goes sideways, Sam, Dean, and Castiel find themselves on the wrong end of an extremely shady curse. Worse yet, our villain has some very specific and disturbing thoughts about what romance in the Bunker should look like. Thankfully for the Winchesters and Castiel, both fate and free will have other ideas. Now, with the clock ticking on Dean’s well-being, all that’s left is for Dean and Castiel to get their heads out of their asses and give in to the heat and hormones calling their names, before the claws of Dean’s heat take hold and he’s lost forever.
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NC-17 | post-series | first time | by dothraki_shieldmaiden
After Chuck is defeated and the Winchesters settle into life without God, Dean and Cas take a road trip and figure out some stuff along the way.
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NC-17 | 15.13 | first time | by RainbowPancake94
“There were a series of videos where humans would get naked and walk in front of their significant other to see their reactions. It was very amusing to watch.”  

Dean groans and his eyes dart around the room. Of course Cas would see something like that and want to try it out. The angel has been on Earth for eleven years now, but he still has a hard time understanding human actions and what is or isn’t appropriate.
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NC-17 | post-series | by dothraki_shieldmaiden
Cas Novak’s life is perfect. He has a job that he loves and friends who support him. Most importantly, he has his husband, Dean Winchester, and his two adopted children, Claire and Jack. With them, nothing could ever go wrong.  

That is, until he starts having flashes of a life that isn’t his and meets someone who shares his husband’s face but not his personality, someone who insists that he’s someone, something, different altogether. Cas’ life shatters when he’s dragged into a world that he doesn’t belong to and doesn’t understand.  

Dean Winchester’s life was already shattered when he lost Castiel.
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NC-17 | first time | by sobsicles
When he wakes, he has no idea who he is. Not his name, what he looks like, or why he’s flat on his back, staring up at the stars littering the night sky.  

The first thing he learns about himself is that he has shitty instincts, especially if his first one is to protect the blue-eyed man currently stabbing someone in the face.  

Essentially, a story where two strangers can’t agree on much and know even less, but they’re both fairly certain that they’re in love.
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NC-17 | first time | by MalMuses
Dean’s quiet time in the bunker is interrupted by some stranger-than-usual behavior from his angel. Oh, and feathers...there are a lot of those, too.
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NC-17 | 15.09 | established| by MissMouse1421
Sam was here. Cas was here. They were okay, mostly. As long as Dean had them both there was a chance. For now, that was enough.
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NC-17 | s.5/s.9 | first time | by tiamatv
I think someone has sent me a picture of their genitals.” Castiel looked down at his phone. “Erect.”
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NC-17 | 15.09 | first time | by anyrei
All of Chuck’s endings for the different versions of the Winchesters share a common theme. They’re shit. His endings are uninspired, replete with trite plot arcs, predictable twists, and an almost laughable abuse of narrative. And Dean Winchester is done with tired regurgitations of the same stupid story. It was about damn time he wrote his own.
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NC-17 | AU | first time | BDSM | by Castielslostwings 
Firefighter Dean Winchester has somehow tumbled headfirst into a whole new kind of relationship with his quirky paramedic best friend, Castiel Novak. What was only meant to be mutual relief from their high-stress jobs is quickly developing into something more, but with all the missed signals and crossed wires, can these two ever figure out that they're so much closer to being on the same page than they think?

NC-17 | s.15 | first time | by ourcrashdownblue
A lazy night in at the bunker quickly turns from pizza to strength competitions to something Dean never expected.
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NC-17 | established | by psyleedee
At once, Dean finds himself filled with a peculiar warmth. A peculiar buzz under his skin. A certain coil in his gut. He wants, no, needs to touch Castiel, in whatever way he can. He needs to feel the man under him, needs to hear his blissful, throaty moans, needs to map out every curve on his lean body, needs to swallow the taste of his release, of his tight, heated skin, needs to watch his eyes squeeze shut with the ethereal ecstasy of an orgasm. Dean's minds is hazy with lust, and no, he isn't afraid to show it, to let it control him, to let it dominate over his coherence. 
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NC-17 | COVID19 | first time | by judithandronicus
He shouldn’t have even bothered with this one. Seriously. Why the fuck didn’t he just call up Jody and let her and Claire handle it? They were closer. They could’ve taken out the goddamn Rugaru and been back home before the shit hit the fan. Goddammit.
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NC-17 | 14.06 | first time | by ourcrashdownblue
Jack wants Dean to give him "The Talk" like he promised, and Dean can't find a way to wiggle out of it. Luckily, Cas is there to shoulder the awkwardness with him. But Jack wants to learn about love, and not just sex. And what happens when Cas accidentally lets something slip?
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NC-17 | s.15 | first time | by ahurston
In this post-God world, everything is different. A little quieter, a little softer.  Cas grows a garden, Dean cooks, and they take care of each other.
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NC-17 | COVID19 | first time | by honeywolf
Dean could not have foreseen that a simple back scratch would lead to being essentially quarantined in the bunker with a strangely behaving angel. But apparently this was his life now.
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NC-17 | COVID19 | s.15 | established | by iCeDreams
Castiel’s long existence is defined by blocks of time he’s carved out for himself. As an angel, he was part of the Host, but never quite one of them. Now, in the bunker with the Winchesters and Jack, it’s time to fill the empty spaces the Host left with the family he’s chosen.
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PG-13 | AU | s.1 | s.2 | pre-slash | PWIP | by manifestingwings
Castiel Novak was raised by a hunting father, but he left that life behind for college and a flower shop. When his father is killed by a demon, Cas jumps back in the game and finds himself constantly running in the presence of the Winchester brothers, who are searching for their own father. They seem to be everywhere he turns, and at some point they become friends, then a team, then, maybe, in the case of Dean Winchester, something more.
[This one is SUPER LONG and unfortunately, PERMANENTLY UNFINISHED. Of course, I didn't know that until I'd already fallen in love with the fic and couldn't get it out of my head for days... Incredible early season rewrites to include Hunter!Cas throughout the Winchester's story while also giving him his own. It still pops into my head from time to time, with this intense longing for more! The author apologizes, and slaps on and ending, but that doesn't change the fact that I feel so disappointed. Still a great read, just wish I'd known in advance.]
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NC-17 | 12.01 | AU | established| M/M/F | first time | by sp_oops
The last 24 hours have been bad enough—Dean’s soul-bomb sacrifice; Cas’ despair as he kissed his boyfriend goodbye; your regret over not telling them your feelings on the off-chance they’d want you, too. Now these British know-it-alls have kidnapped you and Sam, and their favorite pastime is torturing you both for information. Caught up in misery and memory, you’re certain nobody’s left to look for you. (You’re wrong.)
[Found a new tag. Stumbled onto, really. I blame Facebook. I'm no stranger to Dean x Cas x Reader, but I was never impressed. The writing always fell flat and the use of "Y/N" always broke up the flow, but THIS! Dean uses a nickname and the author's technique in this writing style blew my mind, allowing the narrative to flow easily as characters "say your name" and referring to you as "you." I've never read anything like it!]

NC-17 | 14.09 | AU | M/M/F | established | by sp_oops
With Dean and Sam AWOL in off-grid federal lockdown, you and Cas are running yourselves ragged looking for them. When Cas finally finds a way to connect with Dean in dreams, you want in. But you’ll need to find a spell first. And after what Cas says about how Dean’s barely holding on, will the Dean you see be the same one you left?
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NC-17 | 14.08 | AU | M/F | by sp_oops
Christmas Eve. Lights, snow, nog—and the chance to finally gank Michael. The archangel Apocalypse-World transplant made this year a living hell, and you’re ready for vengeance. You’re also determined to do something about your ever-growing feelings for Dean. But between his Michael possession, everyone’s worry over Jack, and your own fear of rejection, you’re not sure the universe will ever give you the chance. But hey, with the holidays and a big win—who knows what might happen.
[Another new tag, thanks to this amazing author. Again, I'm no stranger to Dean x Reader, but I've never found one this well-written.]
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NC-17 | 13.16 | first time | by insominia
A standard salt and burn turns into a much larger problem when the Winchesters return to their motel to find that Castiel is missing. The only clues to his whereabouts are the destroyed room and a dead djinn.  

Sam and Dean quickly find themselves in the middle of a djinn civil war where Castiel is being held by one faction as a bargaining chip to gain control of the Garden of Eden. The same Garden of Eden ruled over by the Queen of the Djinn. Who happens to be Castiel’s wife.  

Dean is unimpressed. Even more so when Sam decides the easiest way to find Cas is to work with the djinn queen and her followers. For Sam, it’s an opportunity to learn more about djinn and it doesn’t hurt that the queen is personable and open. For Dean, it’s all of his worst nightmares come true when he discovers that Cas apparently has the kind of relationship Dean had always dreamed for them…with someone else. With a monster no less.
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NC-17 | A/B/O | series canon | truemates | by Valyria
In a world where people don't see in color until they find their true mate, the first thing Dean sees when he pulls himself out of his grave is the blue sky.  

When Castiel raised him from the Pit, he inadvertently claimed Dean as his mate.
ABO isn't usually my thing, but human sub-sexuality is easier to wrap mind around than other versions of the trope, and THIS is pretty freakin' spectacular! Wish I could find more like it...

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Accidentally Yours (10/10)

NC-17| AU | ABO | first time | by tricia_16 

After a misunderstanding between Dean and Castiel results in Castiel’s mating bite on Dean’s neck and Dean out of work without anywhere to live, Dean figures it’s only fair for the alpha to have to pay for his mistake—literally.  


Not surprisingly, having an alpha and omega in the same house whose scents are as compatible as theirs quickly turns into some of the hottest sex either of them have ever had.  


But it’s no big deal, because it’s just sex.

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The Heroes’ Journey (6/6)

NC-17 | s.15 | first time | by FriendofCarlotta

When you perform a spell to defeat God himself, there’s bound to be side effects — such as every version of Team Free Will getting zapped to an alternate universe.  


The former residents of the Endverse find themselves in an underground bunker full of the kinds of food they haven’t seen in years and clothes that magically fit them. As Dean adjusts to life in a world where Croatoan never got out of control, he faces some tough questions: Can he forgive Sam for saying yes to Lucifer? And is his relationship with Cas really beyond saving?  


The residents of the bunker, meanwhile, wake up as employees of HunterCorp, whose CEO is one John Winchester. Being around people Dean lost years ago is no picnic, and it’s changing the dynamic of his relationship with Cas in ways he never expected. But is the change meant to last, or will they fall back into old patterns when they return to their own universe?

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A Turn of the Earth (18/18)

NC-17 | s.10 | first time | by microcomets

Dean’s your typical half-orphaned, monster-killing 22-year-old until a trenchcoated stranger crashes into his back windshield one September night, claiming he’s an angel that knows him from the future and that he’s on the run.  


Frigging fantastic.  


Castiel gets stuck in Dean’s timeline pre-series and Dean kind of hates it—until he doesn’t.

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Worth the Fall (13/13)

NC-17 | AU | first time | by Desirae

The angel Castiel was stationed on Earth to observe, not interact. When he takes it upon himself to intervene in an accident that would have claimed the life of Kindergarten teacher, Dean Winchester, there were consequences.  


Stripped of most of his powers, Castiel is forced to live as a mortal for one year. But after getting to know the man who led to his fall from grace, the angel soon discovers that he has a choice to make. Return to his post when his punishment is over and never see Dean again, or give up his near immortality to take a chance at a life on Earth with the human he has come to love.

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Home, Aisle 9 (4/4)

NC-17 | AU | ABO | first time | by Feathers7501

Dean Winchester is content with his lot in life. He’s content with his husband, Aaron, of seventeen years. He’s content with their house and lifestyle. He would even dare to say he would be happy if his “biological clock” would stop sounding the alarm that he’s a thirty-five year old Omega who desperately wants a family of his own. (Like he needs the reminder.) It’s not until he meets an Alpha in the personal aisle of the grocery store that he realizes how much more his life could be.

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Back to December (20/20)

NC-17 | AU | first time | by tricia_16

Dean Winchester figures he's got it pretty good. He likes his job, he's close with Sam and his girlfriend, and he never has any trouble finding a willing woman to tear up the sheets with. That all changes one day when a dark haired, blue eyed dude walks into his bar wearing a trench coat. With their witty banter and the calming effect Castiel seems to have on him, they quickly become inseparable.  


As their relationship gets more and more serious, he starts doubting himself, wondering if he's really making Cas as happy as he can be... or if maybe somebody else could be better for Cas than he is?

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The Fortress of Deanitude

NC-17 | 15.20 | post-series | first time | by Desirae

Castiel and Dean reunite in heaven.  


Sam is still a cheerleader.

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1. Start of Something Good (19/19)

NC-17 | AU | first time | by tricia_16

Dean Winchester is introduced to his new neighbor, Castiel, and his daughter, Claire, in an unexpected way. When an unlikely connection forms between Dean and Claire it also helps to push Castiel and Dean closer together. But Castiel has been hurt badly in the past and it's up to Dean to prove to Castiel that he can be trusted with both his daughter and his heart, even when outside sources try to make Castiel believe differently…

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2. Life After You (14/14)

NC-17 | AU | established| by tricia_16

Three months ago, Castiel was a single parent with so much baggage he never thought anybody would take the time to wade their way through it and into his heart again. Now, Dean is unofficially living with him and Claire, and it's so easy he finds himself wondering if maybe it's too easy. Can Dean give him and Claire the kind of family he's always wanted but never really thought he'd get to have, or is it actually too good to be true?

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Seek to Know You Better (9/9)

NC-17 | s.15 | first time | by ahurston

Dean and Cas, a long stretch of highway, and 36 questions empirically designed to make two people fall in love.  


As if they weren't already.

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When nothing else can fix a crapy ending, fan theories at least make it make sense.

April 26, 2021 

FIVE MONTHS. Five months post-series and I've finally accepted it...with the help of the #SPNFamily, of course.

Defeating Chuck was supposed to grant them the freedom they'd always been fighting for. But when Dean died, all of it just seemed so utterly pointless! To survive the apocalypse multiple times, only to die on a rusty rebar...it's not the ending he deserved. It wasn't the ending either of them deserved.

I blame the show, I blamed the writers, but I never one even considered Chuck was behind this because they left him powerless on the side of the road in the middle of nowhere. He no longer had a say in their lives. 

But what if he did? 

BECKY 

This is just an ending. 


CHUCK 

Yeah. I don’t know how I’m gonna get there, but I know where I’m goin’. 


BECKY 

But it’s so...dark.

 

CHUCK 

But great, right? I can see it now… “Supernatural: The End”. And the cover is just a gravestone that says “Winchester”. The fans are gonna love it. Well? 


BECKY 

It’s awful! Horrible. It’s hopeless.

You can’t do this to the fans. What you did to Dean? What you did to Sam?


Chuck wrote the ending when he still had power. I don't think Jack even realized His plan, and might not have been able to do anything about it even if he did know. All he could do was prepare Heaven for Dean's arrival, re-make it with the free will they were robbed of in life.

THIS is the only way I can accept Supernatural's ending. They never had free will. Dean died because Chuck wanted to hurt the fans and Jack did what he could to make it easier on us. And I'm okay with that.


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Fragments (11/11)

NC-17 | AU | first time | by FieryAngel

Dean Winchester works with fragments, pieces of cut glass that he uses to create shining, translucent works of art. When he is commissioned to work on a large piece for a local church, he enlists the help of Castiel Novak, a third year art student who is eager to create and find his place in the world.  As the artists spend a summer living together and creating art out of fragments, will they come together to learn that they are two parts of a larger whole themselves?

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The Lives We Leave Behind (16/16)

NC-17 | AU | first time | by DarknessBound

Being America’s Sweetheart has its challenges, the biggest one being the fact that Dean can’t trust anyone but his bodyguards that are literally paid to keep him alive. Finding love is nearly impossible because the whole world thinks he’s straight, so he settles for secret hookups that never quite fill the void. But when Dean decides he’s had enough and outs himself, he receives a series of death threats that change his entire life. Thrown from opulence to roughing it in the backseat of a ‘67 Impala with no one but his most infuriating bodyguard as company, Dean learns that sometimes... the ones best suited for us come in surprising packages.

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⭐ The Skeletons in Both Our Closets Plotted Hard to Fuck This Up

NC-17 | s.15 | established | first time | by oftirnanog

He’s so desperate not to fuck this up that he’s given himself a complex. So they’ve made out on the new couch in the Dean cave while watching old westerns and they trade kisses in the morning and they’ve even slept in the same bed on more than one occasion. But all they’ve done is sleep. Anytime Dean thinks he’s ready to push things further, to roll Cas over and grind into him in a way that leaves no room for interpretation, he gets inside his head and ends up slowing things down before they get to the good part.  


In which Dean is too much inside his head about sex with Cas, consults the women in his life about it, and finally gets over himself enough that they finally get naked. They also cook Beef Wellington.

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A Study in Leather

NC-17 | s.15 | first time | by Redamber79

Cas has been human for a few months, but he definitely needs to lighten up! Dean decides to pull a harmless prank and steal Cas' clothes while he's in the shower, which backfires spectacularly when Cas shows up wearing his own leather jacket and a towel.

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It’s Such a Mystery (The Way You Know Me)

NC-17 | s.13 | first time | by fleeceframe

So the man crouching in front of Castiel is named Dean. He wonders if that’s supposed to mean something to him.  


“Cas must’ve got hit with something earlier. He just dropped like a sack of fucking potatoes a minute ago. By the time I was checking on him, he had already woken up again, but now he doesn’t fucking know who we are.” 


 “I’m right here you know,” Castiel says testily.  


Sam’s eyes are wide even as his eyebrows are furrowed, and he looks between Dean and Castiel again.  


“What do you remember, Cas?”  


“Firstly, that I’m not Cas. I don’t know who Cas is, but it’s not me. I don’t know who either of you are, either." 


Or, the one where Castiel is hit with a memory curse that makes him forget the Winchester brothers and is stunned to find out he has a family... also why can't he stop thinking about Dean?

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Structuralism

NC-17 | first time | by PunsandPoses

There are so many components to a kiss, so many different styles and techniques that can make one's heart race. Castiel knows nothing and yet everything, and it scares him all the same.  


Or, in which Castiel learns things about himself, critiques romance novels, and learns what it is to kiss Dean Winchester.

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⭐ A Kiss for Every Season (Literally)

NC-17 | s.15 | first time | established | by sobsticles

The first time Dean and Cas kiss, it's not really even a kiss at all. It is not, however, the last kiss that they share. 


Dean doesn't think about it. Not about what it means, not about what it makes them, not about how it affects him. This life—that's not how things work. It's just this, these "in the moment" moments that always slip right out of his fingers because he lets them. He doesn't try to hold onto them, and neither does Cas, and maybe they shouldn't.  


Cas kisses him like no one else does, like no one else ever has. Dean absolutely does not think about it unless it's happening to him, and then he doesn't have the ability to think at all. What does it say about him that he occasionally kisses his best friend, who's a man? Dean doesn't know, and he doesn't really want to find out, either. 








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